I'm sorry, I didn't mean to call anyone schizophrenic, I was saying that UNLESS someone is schizophrenic, 'that behavior' doesn't make sense, ... I was implying that I know she's NOT schizo, (in the serious sense) so there must be another reason for how she keeps treating me. Sorry for the misunderstanding, I should have been clearer.
And I do want to apologize to you and the other posters on your thread.
I have grown a little desperate trying to get some kind of communication back with magenta...we were friends...Very close friends! and she suddenly chose to terminate that and put me on ignore, while I have tried everything I know to try to find out why, and get us to treat each other like christians and old music lovers should. But I've grown desperate, and yet this thread is a big reminder of what we had, and I have enjoyed it, but with a broken heart, as she and I should be sharing and enjoying it together. I don't know, maybe I just got caught up in the idea of wanting to believe somebody actually gave a crap about me.I always did bounce between skepticism and being a bit wide-eyed about love. Not any more. And Is, believe me, I'm not a stalker. If I was, I'd just do it sneakily, like a good stalker, lol.
No, I'm being out in the open...magenta and I shared some deep feelings for each other, I guess I still have them, and she has chosen that she no longer wants anything to do with me, and I don't have any way left to find out why, so I'm left with wondering aloud. But I don't mean to disrupt your thread...it's been a good one, Is, and I would've had much more positive input to it if my heart wasn't so heavy. I apologize.
And I found another obscure gem, this song says it all, if you can hear it, it's probly not their finest perforfomance.....