Gmom, my fight with Christianity

Dear adstar,. Thank you,. But fear not, I guess I failed to say that even though I backed away from Christianity, I just didn't want to be known as a Christian anymore because of the hateful, horrible, money drivin, steeling from the poor , has taken over in the Christianity, and at first I didn't want anything more to do with it.
But I love God, that will never change, I have only survived this long asking him to help and protect me.. I am just growing tired of the hardship and perral given to me from this millionaire family, that really believes, God loves them more because they have so much, thats fine if that's what they want to believe, but fact is scripture says there will always be the poor, and it never said to treat them unfairly, or harm them,. Anyway thank you. I do have issues I struggle with about Christ now, because of all the terrible things Christians that I have been around over the last 10- yrs, that made me walk away,. ( but that's why I am hear, I am trying, to find my way back ) gmom

Rickz, I am not against God, man, well that's another story, I have many things to work through I know,. But I am trying.....That's why I am here.........Thanks gmom

Blame,. When I first came in, I didn't want you to think I was happy, I needed everyone to know my sadness, and I needed most Christians to answer, with their disapproval of they way I have been treated,. I needed support,. After all theses years away,. I needed fellow Christians to if anything supported me in my suffering,. Thank you,. I am still with many issues, and my tie online is limited, I have to get off soon, the grandchildren need me...But I will come back. Gmom

Blain, thank you, I must sign off for a while, I will get back on later tonight or this afternoon late. My grandchildren do need me,. Please let everyone know I am sorry for any hardship I may have caused with my post, at the time I was writing it, I was so overwhelmed, and in most great sorrow, as I still am,. And I do thank everyone for their understanding,. May God bless you, for showing me mercy,. Thank you. Gmom,. Amy

Amy I was in ministry a long time and Ive met some wonderful Christians,true Christians. But Ive seen the other side and I can tell you stories you would not believe. And I found out very quickly that just because someone claims the name of Christ doesn't make them a Christian or Christlike. Ive been deeply hurt by many who claim Christ and Ive had to realize that they have nothing to do with Him. They want to LOOK like a Christian but they don't want to live it. I hope you find help and I hope that you find some real Christians don't just talk it,but they live it!


ps.Dont worry about the way you write,we'll pick it apart or fix it for you

it is in each others suffering that we stand the closest, only those who have known suffering sadness and the unfairness of life and others can truly connect understand and help those who have known the same and many here know your hearts sorrow and I speak from experience

I hear you. I'm so sick of what passes for humanity that I am leaving my lifelong home (Los Angeles) for a small farming community of about 2,000 people. I know I can't eliminate all the idiots around me, but I can limit how many of them there are. . I'm praying for you.

Ah but Ricky there two kinds of idiots one you want far away from you and one you want around all the time. there are the arrogant self loving and hot head pride filled all knowing idiots then there ones like me who are always good for a good laugh you would be surprised how my idiocy creates laughter and brightens the room xD

Spend a night patrolling the streets of Houston, Tx, and you will get to know the true meaning of the word "idiot".

You're closer to God than you think you are ^^

Hi amy, will keep you in prayer.
May God Show you a solution to your problems.

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Thank you kaylagrl, I am still trying to figure out how to use this sight,. I can tell by the way you say things that you are a true Christian,. You were right when you said I was to upset to care about staying online, I really do have other obligations, but I find relief, when I have time to come here, thank you so very much

Thanks Lynn there is a 2_ yr waiting list for housing, I called them months ago,. i dodon't want housing, I have income, it's social security, I need another place I can afford, I keep my grandchildren, and their animals, it's difficult but I have done it for years, the many doctor visits, for my back fracture, and my knee,. 3_ MRIs, hospital visits, Dr. Visits, specialist, and therapy, that 20% of Medicare, can be alot when you fall on alot of doctor's, or a health situation, it took over a year, for me to go behind so far, but no one can control emergencies, but for years and years I paid their money, and even paid the upkeep, they should have paid, I just was hoping for Mercy, and relief,. But it hasn't come,. Yet

Rickyz ,. Thanks,. You made me laugh reading your reply just now. It was great, love you attitude,. I feel the same, thanks for praying for me. I just hope it works, I am trying to set up a go fund me page, it's difficult, and I don't know if it will help me or not, but it's worth a try, I also set up a PayPal account with my email address, we all have great wishes, and hopes , as for me, I have no pride,

Good post blain

Susanna, you made me laugh again dear,. And because the grandchildren and I sometimes watch cops on tv I know your more than right, hope you stay safe out there, Gmom

That's good to hear that you still believe in God.. I cling onto the title of Christian because i am a Christian and when i see all the false christianity and false christians doing everything they can to muddy the name of Christianity in the world i get indignant and react by calling them out and telling the world that these people and their cults are not Christianity...

Why should we give up our name just because someone with my name has done evil?

In the end if we chose some other kind of designation then the false Christians will just take on our next name and do their best to rubbish it in the eyes of the world.. So for me i stand on the name Christian in defiance to those who seek to undermine it..

They sound like prosperity doctrine believers...

Jesus made sure to tell his followers that they would be hated and rejected in this world.. If a person who believes they are Christian is being lauded and praised and is getting all they want in this world then they should take a step back and think why is their life experience like this when Jesus said His followers would face persecution and hatred...

Yes indeed walk away from false churchianity and their false doctrines.. I totally support you in that.. And i will give you warning that in CC you will find people like that who support false doctrines and promote them here.. The most secure site for helping you in finding the will of God is the Bible along with genuine prayer to God for His guidance..

CC can be valuable resource for people seeking because there are wise Christians here who will give you a Good response to questions you have on God and His will.. But at the same time there are wolves in sheep's clothing who are leading people astray.. So what ever people give in response to you should be taken back to the Bible and to God and it should be tested to see if it aligns correctly with the Word of God..

I believe we are in the end days and a such there are a lot of false prophets out there spreading lies and deception.. A newcomer to Christianity is like a babe in the woods and they are vulnerable to being eaten alive by the wolves.. So in these times people should find security in the word of God and not in other people..

Ariel, I know I answered you awhile ago, but I called you Lynn, sorry,. One of my many faults,. I do forget names alot, even with the grandchildren, when they argue, I get so flusterd I forget their names, and end up saying " you Girl" go to your room,.

Adstar,. Now I know the person you are, you are right, my walking away from Christianity was like a defence for me, I have read the Bible 4- times, but it's not enough, Everytime I find something I didn't read or comprehend the last 3- times, and it is amazing what people seem to believe even though you tell them its not scriptural, I have even asked them to read a chapter of where they can find the truth, but they jump to the defence of their pastor, and become very angry at me because I ( suggested otherwise ) , theyare not interested in reading from the bible, this is where i got into alot of trouble with this family,. I stand on what the book of the law says, ( the bible ) so don't tell me God didn't really mean that, ( my problem is, I feel most all Christians don't care anymore about standing up for God's word,). They only care about what everyone will say if you do,. Thats why I have few friends,

Blue ladybug,. You seem so angry, and you say you will have someone move me, why, you call it ranting, I call it expression, it was my way of introduction, it was just long winded, and crappy, yes, just was an honest way for me to enter this chatroom, thank goodness there were others here that replied in a different Manor, which was a kinder version I guess than your reply,
Having said that, just wanted you to know I fully understand your anger, for me I just wish you had a more calm approach, only because if the other Christians in this room had not answerd me in the calm Mannor they did, I would have just left. And maybe would have pulled away from Christianity for years more . I know I was upset but with good cause, and I still have issues. I am sorry you felt I offended you, I am sorry hope we can understand each other, I feel better today