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Jaana

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First of all .. my mother language is not english, so sorry for my grammar..

But I'm not sure how to write here... Should I just say hi? Hi I'm Jaana and I'm from Estonia..

I feel like I should tell my long story short... and my problem.
So, I'm new to christianity, nobody in my family is a believer.. and I've been new ager for about 6-7 years and I think I met Jesus about a week ago. He washed me, but not completely.. I felt like he washed me to show me the truth, but didn't completely save me.

And heres my problem. I feel like I'm either possessed or being manipulated by demons (or such). Some days I'm in deep faith and then I'm losing my mind and feeling like something wants to drag me to darkness. I've prayed quite alot too. I'm quite sure I'm moving towards new life, but I feel so scared of what is happening to me lately. Are here people who can see through deceptions and support me a little? I feel completely alone, I have 0 believers around me.

I guess I'm asking for help or whatever.
Please don't be too harsh on me. :'/ I feel really scared posting this, problably its not me who is scared, but the devil.
 
blue_ladybug

blue_ladybug

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Hello and welcome.. Feel free to repost this in either the Ladies forum (it takes a week for you to access it) or the bible forum.. :)
 
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wwjd_kilden

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Hi and welcome to the family!

Well, there is good news and bad news.
The bad news is the devil will indeed try his best to take you back
The good news is that if you believe in Jesus and asked him to forgive your sins He is the one who is in control.

Romans 8 38-39
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[SUP][a][/SUP] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

PS: Is there any kind of Christian community you would be able to participate in where you live?
 
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Moonlight15

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Hey I'm new in faith too and I recently had deliverance of a demon, but I was traumatized by the experience and went through the i think I'm losing my mind faze on and off for about 3 weeks. Your probably oppressed. That's what I was after that experience. I would pray for deliverance!
 
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erikanutella

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Jaana said:
First of all .. my mother language is not english, so sorry for my grammar..

But I'm not sure how to write here... Should I just say hi? Hi I'm Jaana and I'm from Estonia..

I feel like I should tell my long story short... and my problem.
So, I'm new to christianity, nobody in my family is a believer.. and I've been new ager for about 6-7 years and I think I met Jesus about a week ago. He washed me, but not completely.. I felt like he washed me to show me the truth, but didn't completely save me.

And heres my problem. I feel like I'm either possessed or being manipulated by demons (or such). Some days I'm in deep faith and then I'm losing my mind and feeling like something wants to drag me to darkness. I've prayed quite alot too. I'm quite sure I'm moving towards new life, but I feel so scared of what is happening to me lately. Are here people who can see through deceptions and support me a little? I feel completely alone, I have 0 believers around me.

I guess I'm asking for help or whatever.
Please don't be too harsh on me. :'/ I feel really scared posting this, problably its not me who is scared, but the devil.
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Hi Jaana . Welcome to Cc ..
No worries we are not here to judge you or to be harsh to you
but all we will reply will help you somehow in your problem but when it comes to faith for sure others will give u message of encouragements here ..
when you said ....
I felt like he washed me to show me the truth, but didn't completely save me.
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Once you received Jesus as your personal Lord and Savior and You confess your sins (1 John 1:9) and be baptized in the water (John 3:5) God said you are a new creation the Old was gone and the new has come (2 Corinthians 5:17). If you truly repent on your wicked ways/sins (Acts 3:19)
YOU ARE CLEANSE BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS and HOLY SPIRIT is with you.
so Have Faith . Increase it more .. Read the word of God soak in Prayer and no evil spirit can possess nor disturb you.

Hope this helps you I m praying for you , God bless :)
 
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Jaana

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Thank you all.
Yes my faith grows every day. I've never cried so much in my life than this past week... but the more I cry and ask for forgiveness the more I feel the purity.

I understand you cant save me, I have to pray myself for forgiveness.

And I don't have church here that I could go and visit, because I'm not in my home-country... So its complicated.

But I will try to buy a bible as soon as I can.

Just thank you, thank you... and thank you erikanutella for praying for me. :')
You all are very kind and loving..
Bless you.
 
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wwjd_kilden

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Until you get a bible:

https://www.biblegateway.com/

From your profile I venture a guess you are in Finland? I would be surprised if you don't find a church somewhere, though I have never been there so I don't know what kind of church communities they have.
 
MartyrNdaMaKn

MartyrNdaMaKn

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Hello and welcome, delighted to have you here.
 
mailmandan

mailmandan

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Hello Janna and welcome to Christian Chat!
 
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Jaana

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Thank you, thank you.
I'm feeling a lot better now, if anyone is still worried...
Faith does miracles...

God bless. :)
 
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