I have recently lost my love, my hummingbird of 13 yrs. However, as a result of what I endured, as I knew only of God, Jesus and I now have a ever deepening and flourishing relationship. My hummingbird, Diane, who now rests with the Lord and His angels was murdered Christmas morning not long ago, I am new here and can only pray to gain insight through edifacation and enlightenment with other brothers and sisters serving Christian as members of His body, amen.