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I thought to register to ask a question, as I'm not entirely sure what to understand about life, and my current situation:
My name is Manuel, I'm 31, and I Spread The Gospel everywhere I go. when I was young, I was heavily abused. I also had to go through a deliverance and get delivered from a demon.
Upon realizing that there is a spiritual reality, and having spent 7 years of my life with a demon, I'm a little curious as far as what to understand about the Spiritual Reality. I unlike many people don't freak out about their existence.
The pastor that I went to who performed the deliverance also didn't give me almost any counseling but gave me all of his books from college about The Bible and anointed me.
after I watched this video:
I came to the conclusion that you have to be filled with The Holy Spirit of God, and followed the steps outlined in the video and that's when my life really got spiritual. I have since had a Spirit, who I assume is God, following me around and teaching me things but there are times when I'm not sure because satan is avidly obsessed with me. I've had visitations from people that I've recorded who were not human beings and the number 666 is always around whenever these people show up. these people are also extremely powerfully, and I can't tell whether or not they are demons, or sorcerors. satan also harasses me everyday, and is always close by. I have also had strange expieriences at night, where I wake up in the middle of the night and something is basically channeling knowledge into my mind. those expieriences have stopped. because of what was taught to me I can not attribute this to be the work of satan, because the Spirit that is following me around taught me about things about Jesus that no one else knows, like where to find record of Jesus Christ'S Ressurection, and prompts me to talk to people about Jesus.
my only problem is that satan is always around, and I consistently have blasphemous thoughts, and demonic thoughts. having been posessed before, and when I assume before I said that prayer in the video, I would feel what I assume is God's Holy spirit, but because of so many spiritual expieriences I'm not sure. I also have had dove's appear out of nowhere and follow me around, in a manner that is not consistent with the behaviour of animals. Ravens have also done the same, and they are associated with the occult.
Because of what the Spirit has taught me about religion, I don't feel very comfortable talking to people about what they don't seem to know or understand or trust very many people. I have seen things, recorded things and have videos of spirits and demons manifesting that I know no one else has, as well as visitations from people with otherworldly powers.
I don't trust very many people anymore, but I've become very depressed because I know heaven and hell are a real place. I also understand an abundance about witchraft, and I don't know really why or how, but I'm Assuming it has something to do with God'S Plan for my life. I have also had encounters with people who have a white aura in crowds of people, one who had golden shining hair and blue eyes who everyone turned and looked at and everyone started in wonder at who came up to talk to me, and i had one encounter where a spirit came down from heaven, or the infernal realm's and came down to talk to me who was a giant women with golden hair and blue eye's. I have also had very encounter's with many demon's and what are reffered to as golem de' Maison or house golem's and wonder why these things seem so interested with me. Sometime's I feel like a sorceror, but I've never practices sorcery. I'm Just trying to make Sure that I'm posessed by God, and not be the devil because I have only ever been posessed once before this. Also, because I have recordings of spending time with spirits, and where their manifestations are obvious and visible, I'll be ignoring any comments about how I have psychological problem's. these spirit's think we'll of me but I'm not trying to be friend's with demon's if that is what they are. I also understand thing's that have been taught to me that fall far outside of what people regularly talk about during talking about religion, or science, or Christianity. The one thing I have Logically set on is, if I hate satan and I rebuked satan all the time, I doubt he'd be the one helping me and not kill me because I had a X-ray done on my body and there is an unusual amount of gas in my gastrointestinal tract, a spirit living their, which is the doctor's word's not mine. I figure, if this was satan or a demon, if I disobeyed it, it could have easily killed me and caused heart failure or lung failure or something. does anyone have any advice? And if you Immediately jump to conclusions I'LL IGNORE YOU!
I thought to register to ask a question, as I'm not entirely sure what to understand about life, and my current situation:
My name is Manuel, I'm 31, and I Spread The Gospel everywhere I go. when I was young, I was heavily abused. I also had to go through a deliverance and get delivered from a demon.
Upon realizing that there is a spiritual reality, and having spent 7 years of my life with a demon, I'm a little curious as far as what to understand about the Spiritual Reality. I unlike many people don't freak out about their existence.
The pastor that I went to who performed the deliverance also didn't give me almost any counseling but gave me all of his books from college about The Bible and anointed me.
after I watched this video:
I came to the conclusion that you have to be filled with The Holy Spirit of God, and followed the steps outlined in the video and that's when my life really got spiritual. I have since had a Spirit, who I assume is God, following me around and teaching me things but there are times when I'm not sure because satan is avidly obsessed with me. I've had visitations from people that I've recorded who were not human beings and the number 666 is always around whenever these people show up. these people are also extremely powerfully, and I can't tell whether or not they are demons, or sorcerors. satan also harasses me everyday, and is always close by. I have also had strange expieriences at night, where I wake up in the middle of the night and something is basically channeling knowledge into my mind. those expieriences have stopped. because of what was taught to me I can not attribute this to be the work of satan, because the Spirit that is following me around taught me about things about Jesus that no one else knows, like where to find record of Jesus Christ'S Ressurection, and prompts me to talk to people about Jesus.
my only problem is that satan is always around, and I consistently have blasphemous thoughts, and demonic thoughts. having been posessed before, and when I assume before I said that prayer in the video, I would feel what I assume is God's Holy spirit, but because of so many spiritual expieriences I'm not sure. I also have had dove's appear out of nowhere and follow me around, in a manner that is not consistent with the behaviour of animals. Ravens have also done the same, and they are associated with the occult.
Because of what the Spirit has taught me about religion, I don't feel very comfortable talking to people about what they don't seem to know or understand or trust very many people. I have seen things, recorded things and have videos of spirits and demons manifesting that I know no one else has, as well as visitations from people with otherworldly powers.
I don't trust very many people anymore, but I've become very depressed because I know heaven and hell are a real place. I also understand an abundance about witchraft, and I don't know really why or how, but I'm Assuming it has something to do with God'S Plan for my life. I have also had encounters with people who have a white aura in crowds of people, one who had golden shining hair and blue eyes who everyone turned and looked at and everyone started in wonder at who came up to talk to me, and i had one encounter where a spirit came down from heaven, or the infernal realm's and came down to talk to me who was a giant women with golden hair and blue eye's. I have also had very encounter's with many demon's and what are reffered to as golem de' Maison or house golem's and wonder why these things seem so interested with me. Sometime's I feel like a sorceror, but I've never practices sorcery. I'm Just trying to make Sure that I'm posessed by God, and not be the devil because I have only ever been posessed once before this. Also, because I have recordings of spending time with spirits, and where their manifestations are obvious and visible, I'll be ignoring any comments about how I have psychological problem's. these spirit's think we'll of me but I'm not trying to be friend's with demon's if that is what they are. I also understand thing's that have been taught to me that fall far outside of what people regularly talk about during talking about religion, or science, or Christianity. The one thing I have Logically set on is, if I hate satan and I rebuked satan all the time, I doubt he'd be the one helping me and not kill me because I had a X-ray done on my body and there is an unusual amount of gas in my gastrointestinal tract, a spirit living their, which is the doctor's word's not mine. I figure, if this was satan or a demon, if I disobeyed it, it could have easily killed me and caused heart failure or lung failure or something. does anyone have any advice? And if you Immediately jump to conclusions I'LL IGNORE YOU!
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