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Throughout my life, I always tried to please everyone around me, especially my parents. I always yearned for my father's approval and respect. When I was little I had told my father it would be fun to become a doctor, he took it to heart and for the first time, he had seemed proud of me. No one in our family has ever went to college, so in 5th grade, I had decided I wanted to be a doctor to make my father proud.
Skip forward to my college years and I was four years in. I had even been accepted into Medical School! My entire family was ecstatic, except for me. I have never been so depressed in my life, I was becoming something I did not want to be. I was terrified of needles, yet I was going to be an Anesthesiologist. I could not tell my family though, it would have broken their hearts. I was willing to sacrifice my entire life to make my family happy.
Growing up I was not religious, I was saved when I was young, but the church I had attended kicked me out because I came in wearing shorts one day. I opened my mind as a child, and I was shot down. In college while I learned physics and astronomy, I really began to convince myself that the Big Bang was real.
After I was accepted into Medical School, every morning and every night I would see 11:11 on my phone. I was never looking for it, I honestly thought I was going crazy from stress. I began to see 11:11 twice a day for 7 months straight, I got to the point where I began to screenshot the 11:11's because I seen them so much. I began to feel as if something or someone was communicating with me.
One morning I woke up and looked at my phone and it was 11:11. I decided to take a shower to relax and think about the numbers. I began to talk out loud in the shower. I said, "I don't know who or what you are, but I know you are trying to talk to me. I am so depressed in my life and I need help. I do not want to be a doctor and I am also having relationship problems with my girlfriend. Please just show me what to do, and I will follow you." I felt absolutely crazy for talking out loud in the shower, but I was willing to try anything.
Later that day, my girlfriend and I went to town, I began to notice 2:22 everywhere! I have never took notice to these numbers before, every gas station had gas for 2:22. I even went to two different places and my receipt was $2.22. Later that day my brother had text me and said he has seen 2:22 everywhere and he feels like something is going on. I had never told him anything about what happened that day.
When I had got home, I felt compelled to check online to make sure there was a Medical Residency in my city, I had no clue why I had never checked this before. To my dismay, the closest residency was a state away. This meant that I would not be able to see my family for eight years once I left for Medical School. Ever since I was in 5th grade, I was going to be a doctor, and at that moment, I knew I was not going to be one. My family was more important. When I decided that, I looked at the time on my iPad, and it was 11:11 PM. Within one day of asking for help from something I could not see, it had helped me make the biggest decision of my life.
As the weeks passed, I began to become a happier person. I also began to notice other numbers such as 11, 22, 33, 44, 55, 66, 77, 88, 99, 42, and 8:08. Not only was I noticing these numbers, but when I would ask questions in my head, certain parts of my body began to twitch. I knew exactly how the body worked, I had taken advanced Anatomy with actual cadavers, I had taken all Cellular Molecular Biology classes, and I knew a body should not do this. It got to the point where every time I asked a question or for a sign, my body would twitch, and I never received a twitch if I did not ask a question. After everything had happened, my mind was officially open to anything, and a Bible was put in my path, and I knew it was a sign.
As I began to read the Bible, my body would twitch constantly. There was one night where I had read the Bible for around an hour, and I had received around 200 to 300 twitches. My girlfriend even felt it, she was stunned. It sounded absolutely crazy at the time, but I began to think that God was twitching me. I kept it to myself though, because I knew I would have been put in a looney bin. If God had helped me get out of becoming a doctor, I began to ask if He could help me with losing weight.
In mornings I began to notice that I would have a really weird dream, I would then wake up and look at my phone and the time would be 5:55, 6:11, 7:22, something with a double digit. I would take notice to this and I decided that I would wake up. I was NOT a morning person, I liked my sleep. I would sit on the couch and watched TV being groggy and sleepy. Then all of a sudden, a thought would come to my mind to go for a jog. I then felt compelled to check my phone and the time would end in a double digit; 11, 22, 33, 44, and so on. I thought, if God is within us, why couldn't He put thoughts into our mind to try and help us. So I went with my heart and would get up and go for a jog, while jogging it felt as if someone was actually helping me. When I would get done jogging, the time on my phone would be a double digit 95% of the time.
This began to happen over the next few weeks, and I became healthier and healthier due to listening to thoughts put into my mind and through numbers. As time passed, I realized that God could do so much more than to show me numbers or put thoughts into my mind. I would get an idea in my mind and the air conditioner might pop on, a vehicle might drive by at that moment, a piece of dust might fly in front of my face, or even a family member might talk to me about something I was just thinking about. If God is literally everywhere and anything, absolutely anything can be a sign from Him to reinforce good thoughts, or to help you stray away from bad thoughts. Now that God was helping me become healthy, I began to ask God if He could help me not drink soda anymore.
One particular day I was sitting on the couch and the thought came into my head to go get a soda, I went to the fridge and got a soda. Opened it up and while I was walking into the living room, I knocked my hand on a chair and I had spilt the soda everywhere. I instantly looked at the time and it was 2:22, I was stunned. God had the capability of manipulating my body to knock my hand to tell me not to drink the soda. Over the next few weeks I began to notice this more and more, and with other people as well. God had helped me with all of this, so I asked God to help me with my relationship.
My girlfriend and I had been dating for four years, but we had problems that prevented us from moving forward. I will not bore you with all of the information, but God even has the capability of putting thoughts into your mind to help you speak to people, and to say the correct things. Within a month of listening to God, my girlfriend was no longer my girlfriend, but she was now my Wife, and we are the most happy we have ever been.
I began to realize that God wanted me to spread His word, God was doing things in people's lives, and they did not realize it. Even God's most closest Christian's were not aware of what God was doing for them. So I began to write a book, I wrote four books and every time I was about to finish, God told me to start over. God wanted it to be short and sweet, and to get His point across directly. So for the fifth time, I started the book over, and every sentence I would ask God what He wanted me to put, and I waited for every sentence. Months later I finally finished the short book on how to live with God, and the exact instant I finished the book, it was 2:22. I knew it was done.
I put the book on Amazon and was so excited for the world to read it and to learn how to live by God. A week passed and not a single person had read the book. On Amazon, you can make your book free for 5 days in a 3 month timespan. I decided to make the book free for last Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, and I printed off 200 flyers, and spread them throughout the entire city. I spread the flyers throughout my university, the mall, every Wal-Mart, all book stores, all fast food restaurants. On the flyer, it had a link to the book, a QR code, and even explained it was free. My brother, my Wife, and me spent all day passing out flyers. When we finally got home, four people had downloaded the book, and none of the four people had even read it. I was stunned and so disappointed, but I refused to give up on God, He needed help.
I began to spread the word on the internet, on YouTube, TwitchTV, Craigslist, literally everywhere. All I received was people cussing me out. I felt so defeated and did not know what to do. God is trying to help all of these people, but they are so far gone from Him, that no longer can He influence them to read the book. Then all of a sudden I was given this thought. There are still good people in this world, where God can influence them. There are still Christian's in this world, and here I am. I am pouring my heart out hoping that you all give this short book a chance, not just for me, but for God. With you all, we need to spread God's word and what He truly does for us. Please everyone, God needs you all so bad. The short guide is currently $3.33, if it could be free, I promise I would. I currently have two more free days left and this Saturday and Sunday, the book will be free once again, it will be the last time that I can do it. So if you cannot afford it, please wait till Saturday or Sunday to download it. If you are interested on how to live by God, go to Amazon and search He Never Left Us. If you read this and spread the word, you will be forever blessed not only on Earth, but in Heaven as well. I am forever thankful that you took your time to read this. God bless you all for Infinity.
Skip forward to my college years and I was four years in. I had even been accepted into Medical School! My entire family was ecstatic, except for me. I have never been so depressed in my life, I was becoming something I did not want to be. I was terrified of needles, yet I was going to be an Anesthesiologist. I could not tell my family though, it would have broken their hearts. I was willing to sacrifice my entire life to make my family happy.
Growing up I was not religious, I was saved when I was young, but the church I had attended kicked me out because I came in wearing shorts one day. I opened my mind as a child, and I was shot down. In college while I learned physics and astronomy, I really began to convince myself that the Big Bang was real.
After I was accepted into Medical School, every morning and every night I would see 11:11 on my phone. I was never looking for it, I honestly thought I was going crazy from stress. I began to see 11:11 twice a day for 7 months straight, I got to the point where I began to screenshot the 11:11's because I seen them so much. I began to feel as if something or someone was communicating with me.
One morning I woke up and looked at my phone and it was 11:11. I decided to take a shower to relax and think about the numbers. I began to talk out loud in the shower. I said, "I don't know who or what you are, but I know you are trying to talk to me. I am so depressed in my life and I need help. I do not want to be a doctor and I am also having relationship problems with my girlfriend. Please just show me what to do, and I will follow you." I felt absolutely crazy for talking out loud in the shower, but I was willing to try anything.
Later that day, my girlfriend and I went to town, I began to notice 2:22 everywhere! I have never took notice to these numbers before, every gas station had gas for 2:22. I even went to two different places and my receipt was $2.22. Later that day my brother had text me and said he has seen 2:22 everywhere and he feels like something is going on. I had never told him anything about what happened that day.
When I had got home, I felt compelled to check online to make sure there was a Medical Residency in my city, I had no clue why I had never checked this before. To my dismay, the closest residency was a state away. This meant that I would not be able to see my family for eight years once I left for Medical School. Ever since I was in 5th grade, I was going to be a doctor, and at that moment, I knew I was not going to be one. My family was more important. When I decided that, I looked at the time on my iPad, and it was 11:11 PM. Within one day of asking for help from something I could not see, it had helped me make the biggest decision of my life.
As the weeks passed, I began to become a happier person. I also began to notice other numbers such as 11, 22, 33, 44, 55, 66, 77, 88, 99, 42, and 8:08. Not only was I noticing these numbers, but when I would ask questions in my head, certain parts of my body began to twitch. I knew exactly how the body worked, I had taken advanced Anatomy with actual cadavers, I had taken all Cellular Molecular Biology classes, and I knew a body should not do this. It got to the point where every time I asked a question or for a sign, my body would twitch, and I never received a twitch if I did not ask a question. After everything had happened, my mind was officially open to anything, and a Bible was put in my path, and I knew it was a sign.
As I began to read the Bible, my body would twitch constantly. There was one night where I had read the Bible for around an hour, and I had received around 200 to 300 twitches. My girlfriend even felt it, she was stunned. It sounded absolutely crazy at the time, but I began to think that God was twitching me. I kept it to myself though, because I knew I would have been put in a looney bin. If God had helped me get out of becoming a doctor, I began to ask if He could help me with losing weight.
In mornings I began to notice that I would have a really weird dream, I would then wake up and look at my phone and the time would be 5:55, 6:11, 7:22, something with a double digit. I would take notice to this and I decided that I would wake up. I was NOT a morning person, I liked my sleep. I would sit on the couch and watched TV being groggy and sleepy. Then all of a sudden, a thought would come to my mind to go for a jog. I then felt compelled to check my phone and the time would end in a double digit; 11, 22, 33, 44, and so on. I thought, if God is within us, why couldn't He put thoughts into our mind to try and help us. So I went with my heart and would get up and go for a jog, while jogging it felt as if someone was actually helping me. When I would get done jogging, the time on my phone would be a double digit 95% of the time.
This began to happen over the next few weeks, and I became healthier and healthier due to listening to thoughts put into my mind and through numbers. As time passed, I realized that God could do so much more than to show me numbers or put thoughts into my mind. I would get an idea in my mind and the air conditioner might pop on, a vehicle might drive by at that moment, a piece of dust might fly in front of my face, or even a family member might talk to me about something I was just thinking about. If God is literally everywhere and anything, absolutely anything can be a sign from Him to reinforce good thoughts, or to help you stray away from bad thoughts. Now that God was helping me become healthy, I began to ask God if He could help me not drink soda anymore.
One particular day I was sitting on the couch and the thought came into my head to go get a soda, I went to the fridge and got a soda. Opened it up and while I was walking into the living room, I knocked my hand on a chair and I had spilt the soda everywhere. I instantly looked at the time and it was 2:22, I was stunned. God had the capability of manipulating my body to knock my hand to tell me not to drink the soda. Over the next few weeks I began to notice this more and more, and with other people as well. God had helped me with all of this, so I asked God to help me with my relationship.
My girlfriend and I had been dating for four years, but we had problems that prevented us from moving forward. I will not bore you with all of the information, but God even has the capability of putting thoughts into your mind to help you speak to people, and to say the correct things. Within a month of listening to God, my girlfriend was no longer my girlfriend, but she was now my Wife, and we are the most happy we have ever been.
I began to realize that God wanted me to spread His word, God was doing things in people's lives, and they did not realize it. Even God's most closest Christian's were not aware of what God was doing for them. So I began to write a book, I wrote four books and every time I was about to finish, God told me to start over. God wanted it to be short and sweet, and to get His point across directly. So for the fifth time, I started the book over, and every sentence I would ask God what He wanted me to put, and I waited for every sentence. Months later I finally finished the short book on how to live with God, and the exact instant I finished the book, it was 2:22. I knew it was done.
I put the book on Amazon and was so excited for the world to read it and to learn how to live by God. A week passed and not a single person had read the book. On Amazon, you can make your book free for 5 days in a 3 month timespan. I decided to make the book free for last Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, and I printed off 200 flyers, and spread them throughout the entire city. I spread the flyers throughout my university, the mall, every Wal-Mart, all book stores, all fast food restaurants. On the flyer, it had a link to the book, a QR code, and even explained it was free. My brother, my Wife, and me spent all day passing out flyers. When we finally got home, four people had downloaded the book, and none of the four people had even read it. I was stunned and so disappointed, but I refused to give up on God, He needed help.
I began to spread the word on the internet, on YouTube, TwitchTV, Craigslist, literally everywhere. All I received was people cussing me out. I felt so defeated and did not know what to do. God is trying to help all of these people, but they are so far gone from Him, that no longer can He influence them to read the book. Then all of a sudden I was given this thought. There are still good people in this world, where God can influence them. There are still Christian's in this world, and here I am. I am pouring my heart out hoping that you all give this short book a chance, not just for me, but for God. With you all, we need to spread God's word and what He truly does for us. Please everyone, God needs you all so bad. The short guide is currently $3.33, if it could be free, I promise I would. I currently have two more free days left and this Saturday and Sunday, the book will be free once again, it will be the last time that I can do it. So if you cannot afford it, please wait till Saturday or Sunday to download it. If you are interested on how to live by God, go to Amazon and search He Never Left Us. If you read this and spread the word, you will be forever blessed not only on Earth, but in Heaven as well. I am forever thankful that you took your time to read this. God bless you all for Infinity.