Hi there, from one newbie on here to another. I am sorry to hear that your going through a rough patch in this time of your life. I do know that usually the tought times end up bringing us that much closer to God, but not fun to go through. May you find some peace in God and can only imagine all the beautiful things God has in store for you through your broadcasting career. If you would like to talk further, feel free to send me a message through my profile. May we both find many great friendships on here and extending my hand in friendship to you.