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Tolerance

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Ive never been in a chat room so please forgive me if i do this wrong.
Yesterday i was awakened by the grace of God from a two and a half decade slumber..... honestly.. idk. I asked Jesus to come into my heart and i repented my sins, or atleast im trying. I am so scared and confused.
I am alone in this. My family ridicules religion. I am secluded to a small town and have no means of leaving the house to find help. I cant sleep, out of fear and worry. I am surrounded by the works of satan. I want to cut the cords to my tvs. I want to run away. I want to dig a hole and bury myself until i am strong enough to confront life.
The only church in my town is Catholic. My family outside my house are all passed or deserted me. I feel i have nowhere to turn, hence my reaching out here.
Though i gave my heart to Christ, the world has many strongholds on me still. They are very powerful and i dont think i can...... i am an emotional wreck. Having faith is more than just words and i dont know how to....
Jesus showed me the things i have become entangled in, now i cant eat, i cant sleep, i am overwhelmed. I feel as if i have been shown too much. I have prayed for help and was brought here.
Please .... someone.
 
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HisHolly

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God is about order and peace. He's protection. Luke 10:19.. Everything comes in time but you're ok.. Trust Him.
 
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Tolerance said:
Ive never been in a chat room so please forgive me if i do this wrong.
Yesterday i was awakened by the grace of God from a two and a half decade slumber..... honestly.. idk. I asked Jesus to come into my heart and i repented my sins, or atleast im trying. I am so scared and confused.
I am alone in this. My family ridicules religion. I am secluded to a small town and have no means of leaving the house to find help. I cant sleep, out of fear and worry. I am surrounded by the works of satan. I want to cut the cords to my tvs. I want to run away. I want to dig a hole and bury myself until i am strong enough to confront life.
The only church in my town is Catholic. My family outside my house are all passed or deserted me. I feel i have nowhere to turn, hence my reaching out here.
Though i gave my heart to Christ, the world has many strongholds on me still. They are very powerful and i dont think i can...... i am an emotional wreck. Having faith is more than just words and i dont know how to....
Jesus showed me the things i have become entangled in, now i cant eat, i cant sleep, i am overwhelmed. I feel as if i have been shown too much. I have prayed for help and was brought here.
Please .... someone.
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Something is wrong, but it's not God's grace. Please see your doctor quickly. Nothing, not even God, should be doing this to you. It's probably a physical problem, but might be a psychological problem. At least seeing a doctor will start the ball rolling to get a grasp on reality again.
 
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Tolerance

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Yes, i know I am phychologically frail. Especially in this moment. Im not even sure what reality is anymore. Will God not deliver me from this ? Am i to trust the medical prognosis of man ?
 
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Tolerance....Psalms 46:10 Be still, and know that I am God! Jesus Loves You!!!! & He is right there in your mist, very present within you & He's there to stay. The Lord is able to do abundantly above all that we could every ask or think. He is Your healer & deliverer! He knows how to set the captives free & build a stronger You! By reading your post, I can sense a desperation in your words. You are feeling completely surrounded by darkness & you feel there is no way out or no where to go in your situation. I want to give your some good news & encouragement in the Lord. If you have received the Lord as Your Savior & have asked for forgivness, then Jesus has You in the palm of His hand. You no longer belong to the enemy! Its just so important though to find yourself a bible & if you need to take a walk during the day with your bible & find a quiet place to spend time with the Lord, your will begin to develop the inner strength in your spirit. Jesus wants to heal your life & build a stronger you from the inside out. Its a journey with the Lord, & it doesn't happen over night. Everyday that passes by, your will become wiser, stronger & begin to experience the true Joy of your Salvation. Trusting that the Lord is with You now, right at this very moment of your life & He will remain forever faithful to carry you through whatever life may bring. Just remember that you are on the winning team! You can't loose with Jesus living on the inside of You. Lord Jesus, I pray that Your arms of Love will surround tolerance now & bring a joy & peace! In Jesus name...
 
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Lord we pray, hold the hands of Tolerance and guide. Yes Lord bless Tolerance in everything, and also let the family members also know you and give their heart. Lord please bless Tolerance, in Jesus name, Amen!
 
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ive talked with people in other denominations. i personally like non denominational churches. i dont like labels and feel churches like to add or substract from the bible. yes, the only church in your area isnt perfect but you could still get some good friendships there until something better comes along. just keep your filters on.
 
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Lord send powerful men and women to T and send ministering angels,and angels of protection . I rebuke the enemy off of him. GET OFF SATAN.

Get a bible and get obsessed with it. Make it your passion.

jesus will meet you there. You have entered the adventure of your life,but you need definition in your walk.

Pilgrims progress will give you that definition.

Also the bible says "the joy of the Lord is my strength"

Enter into worship. youtube has many,many videos on worship.

[video=youtube;_dR0H0tAYT8]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_dR0H0tAYT8[/video]
 
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[video=youtube;2DorNUsi5LE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2DorNUsi5LE[/video]
 
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Tolerance said:
Yes, i know I am phychologically frail. Especially in this moment. Im not even sure what reality is anymore. Will God not deliver me from this ? Am i to trust the medical prognosis of man ?
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You are currently writing with strangers on the internet. Is that more reliable than a man/ women with many years of education? - Do see a doctor, you sound like you suffer from severe anxiety.
 
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Tolerance

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I am a humble man. I dont have many possessions. I do suffer from anxiety. So much so that i cannot keep a job and rely on others which only adds to my anxiety. I have other serious ails as well. I cannot afford to see doctors so i MUST rely on God.alot of times i can keep it under control but sometimes it is triggered and is blown way out of control. It pains me that i cannot take care of myself. The only person i have is the woman i had children with and she is highly toxic but without her i would be dead.
I am happy to say that your prayers and guidance soothed my soul enough to get a couple hrs of sleep. Just enough to allow me to focus a little better. I am still highly tense though and am one trigger away from collapse. Please keep me in your prayers. Thank you. God bless.
 
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jenniferand2

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Tolerance said:
Yes, i know I am phychologically frail. Especially in this moment. Im not even sure what reality is anymore. Will God not deliver me from this ? Am i to trust the medical prognosis of man ?
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tolerance you really need to give the medical a try. I think you need to try to get on some meds to slow your processing down a bit on the things in your mind. you sound like you are manic and most probably suffer from bipolar. I am not a doctor but I know the signs of bipolar well. Please if it gets any worse go to the emergency room for a evaluation and to be put on some meds to stop the manic episode. second you can be godly by just reading your bible at home and practicing the word of god. You can come on to this site and fellowship here with others. Please go get checked for the bipolar. I feel it will clear your mind up tremendously. Once you get your mind slowed down the other things will hopefully calm down also.
 
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jenniferand2

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Tolerance go to an emergency room to get treatment for your anxiety and possible bipolar the emergency room has to treat you regardless of your ability to pay. they can get you in touch with a social worker to get help with medical coverage.
 
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