Ive never been in a chat room so please forgive me if i do this wrong.
Yesterday i was awakened by the grace of God from a two and a half decade slumber..... honestly.. idk. I asked Jesus to come into my heart and i repented my sins, or atleast im trying. I am so scared and confused.
I am alone in this. My family ridicules religion. I am secluded to a small town and have no means of leaving the house to find help. I cant sleep, out of fear and worry. I am surrounded by the works of satan. I want to cut the cords to my tvs. I want to run away. I want to dig a hole and bury myself until i am strong enough to confront life.
The only church in my town is Catholic. My family outside my house are all passed or deserted me. I feel i have nowhere to turn, hence my reaching out here.
Though i gave my heart to Christ, the world has many strongholds on me still. They are very powerful and i dont think i can...... i am an emotional wreck. Having faith is more than just words and i dont know how to....
Jesus showed me the things i have become entangled in, now i cant eat, i cant sleep, i am overwhelmed. I feel as if i have been shown too much. I have prayed for help and was brought here.
Please .... someone.
Yesterday i was awakened by the grace of God from a two and a half decade slumber..... honestly.. idk. I asked Jesus to come into my heart and i repented my sins, or atleast im trying. I am so scared and confused.
I am alone in this. My family ridicules religion. I am secluded to a small town and have no means of leaving the house to find help. I cant sleep, out of fear and worry. I am surrounded by the works of satan. I want to cut the cords to my tvs. I want to run away. I want to dig a hole and bury myself until i am strong enough to confront life.
The only church in my town is Catholic. My family outside my house are all passed or deserted me. I feel i have nowhere to turn, hence my reaching out here.
Though i gave my heart to Christ, the world has many strongholds on me still. They are very powerful and i dont think i can...... i am an emotional wreck. Having faith is more than just words and i dont know how to....
Jesus showed me the things i have become entangled in, now i cant eat, i cant sleep, i am overwhelmed. I feel as if i have been shown too much. I have prayed for help and was brought here.
Please .... someone.