RH I posted this before but this is relevant to your post: "all I can tell you is that God has a plan and that His plan is always perfect. We don’t understand and most of the times we frown but when we look back at situations in our lives we recognize God’s hand and guidance. I can imagine when Jesus was on the cross and He said “Eloi Eloi Lama Sabachthani” he felt alone, he was desperate just like we get sometimes… Sometimes when we pray we also shout My God my God why has thou forsaken me? But it is in these times we should just sit still and wait for the presence of the Creator because he will answer you. Even if it takes three days (or a longer season) he will pick you up from your knees and make you whole again. I wish I could encourage you to be strong but all I can do is to have a listening ear and to pray with you that God will make His presence felt in your life. Remember that He sees you as a princess and that we are segula in His hand. Segula is this valuable treasure that the King will not entrust to anybody else. That is why John says “I give them eternal life and they shall never perish; no one shall snatch them from my hand.” "
