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Hello I am new here,I found this site by a search on google.
Anyway I have 2 prayer request i would be really thankful for your prayers.
1.My Husband had surgery yesterday to remove a mass that was in his colon.
He is in the hospital recovering,The doctor said every thing went well
with the surgery and did not seem to be worried about anything,I don't think its cancer
but not totally sure yet.but the doctor said he was not worried about it so I think
maybe its not cancer but i don't know for sure but praying that its not,My husband
seems to be recovering but is in some pain and had some bleeding after the surgery in
his belly button where they did the surgery but said today is a bit better than yesterday,
Please pray for Him to have a good recovery and not to be in to much pain and that he don't
have any more issues with bleeding and that I can see him soon,I am in the usa
where there was a bad snow storm and i don't drive his uncle brought us there and i had to leave
when his uncle did which was right after he went into surgery i had to leave to get home before the storm i couldn't stay at the hospital with him,anyway pray that i can see him soon the roads where to bad
to go see him today not sure how it will be tomorrow,I really miss him.I talked to him on the phone a few times and it was nice to hear his voice but i can't talk to him long right now because he gets discomfort sitting up
to use the phone so he only is able to talk for a little bit,which i am glad i just got to hear his voice but its not the same i am really missing him.I Feel really lonely right now because i am stuck inside because of the snow storm
I am hoping i can go out tomorrow to church. anyway that is the first prayer request please pray for my husband his Name is Johnny.
My 2nd prayer request is a bit more well a lot more personal and i am not sure if i am comfortable yet
to share it all,but i will say I have a lot of emotional pain/emotional wounds..partly from being bullied when i was younger,partly from abuse by my sisters ex boyfriend i don't know if i feel safe yet hear to say
all the details about it that would be a bit to personal but i am anxious to say it because i am not sure if its safe or not but i really need prayer so i will just say it sometimes i get tempted to cut myself because even though the things happened a long time ago it still not healed yet.it still hurts.I am trying to overcome the tempation to cut by doing other things like write since i like to write.but i am more tempted lately because of 1.remembering a lot of painful things 2.missing my husband and feeling alone and insecure without him here.3.anxiety and stress. but i been trying to resist it look away out of the tempation instead of just act on impulse and just do it.
sometimes i mess up though and fail, i failed earlier today and i feel ashamed of it. I am going to counesling seeing a Christian couneslor from my Church but sometimes dealing with certian things its getting really hard i used to cut when i was younger then i stopped for a long time when i got married and started going back to church but when counesling started getting hard when i started feeling the painful emotions that i used to just stuff down and deny its when i started to cut again when i realized something that happened to me was worse than i first thought,i don't feel comfortable sharing all that on hear but please pray i am trying to get free from the past but it keeps hurting still.. thanks bye for now please again pray for my husband against infection for a fast recovery and no more bleeding and that he won't be in pain,and that i have strength to overcome the tempation to cut.thanks bye for now. i feel lonely right now i hope i am able to get to church tomorrow.
Anyway I have 2 prayer request i would be really thankful for your prayers.
1.My Husband had surgery yesterday to remove a mass that was in his colon.
He is in the hospital recovering,The doctor said every thing went well
with the surgery and did not seem to be worried about anything,I don't think its cancer
but not totally sure yet.but the doctor said he was not worried about it so I think
maybe its not cancer but i don't know for sure but praying that its not,My husband
seems to be recovering but is in some pain and had some bleeding after the surgery in
his belly button where they did the surgery but said today is a bit better than yesterday,
Please pray for Him to have a good recovery and not to be in to much pain and that he don't
have any more issues with bleeding and that I can see him soon,I am in the usa
where there was a bad snow storm and i don't drive his uncle brought us there and i had to leave
when his uncle did which was right after he went into surgery i had to leave to get home before the storm i couldn't stay at the hospital with him,anyway pray that i can see him soon the roads where to bad
to go see him today not sure how it will be tomorrow,I really miss him.I talked to him on the phone a few times and it was nice to hear his voice but i can't talk to him long right now because he gets discomfort sitting up
to use the phone so he only is able to talk for a little bit,which i am glad i just got to hear his voice but its not the same i am really missing him.I Feel really lonely right now because i am stuck inside because of the snow storm
I am hoping i can go out tomorrow to church. anyway that is the first prayer request please pray for my husband his Name is Johnny.
My 2nd prayer request is a bit more well a lot more personal and i am not sure if i am comfortable yet
to share it all,but i will say I have a lot of emotional pain/emotional wounds..partly from being bullied when i was younger,partly from abuse by my sisters ex boyfriend i don't know if i feel safe yet hear to say
all the details about it that would be a bit to personal but i am anxious to say it because i am not sure if its safe or not but i really need prayer so i will just say it sometimes i get tempted to cut myself because even though the things happened a long time ago it still not healed yet.it still hurts.I am trying to overcome the tempation to cut by doing other things like write since i like to write.but i am more tempted lately because of 1.remembering a lot of painful things 2.missing my husband and feeling alone and insecure without him here.3.anxiety and stress. but i been trying to resist it look away out of the tempation instead of just act on impulse and just do it.
sometimes i mess up though and fail, i failed earlier today and i feel ashamed of it. I am going to counesling seeing a Christian couneslor from my Church but sometimes dealing with certian things its getting really hard i used to cut when i was younger then i stopped for a long time when i got married and started going back to church but when counesling started getting hard when i started feeling the painful emotions that i used to just stuff down and deny its when i started to cut again when i realized something that happened to me was worse than i first thought,i don't feel comfortable sharing all that on hear but please pray i am trying to get free from the past but it keeps hurting still.. thanks bye for now please again pray for my husband against infection for a fast recovery and no more bleeding and that he won't be in pain,and that i have strength to overcome the tempation to cut.thanks bye for now. i feel lonely right now i hope i am able to get to church tomorrow.
