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Every christian I know tells me that I am in the middle of a Spiritual warfare. They also tell me I am dealing with a generational and family curse. It makes me so sad and depressed. I am constantly under attack I live in a house filled with hindu idols. I am the only christian in my house.
Some days I feel as if I am losing my mind. I am always used to stuff being really bad so when things get good, I refuse to be happy because I know it's short lived. I require a surgery which is $50,000. My family can afford it this is no big deal for them but they are selfish. I would like prayer that I get the surgery before august please, that they stop arguing over money and just do this for me.
Also, I intend to migrate in August so please pray that I get my visa and all necessary documents so I can move away from here and be free.
Things were going okay till yesterday when the depression and suicidal thoughts hit again. I am struggling and I am inconstant need of prayer because of all the attacks so if you find it in your heart to pray for me them please, do so.
I would also like prayer for my relationship that God continues to safeguard 'his' heart and keep it open towards me and me ONLY.
I appreciate everyone who reads this and prays for me.
Some days I feel as if I am losing my mind. I am always used to stuff being really bad so when things get good, I refuse to be happy because I know it's short lived. I require a surgery which is $50,000. My family can afford it this is no big deal for them but they are selfish. I would like prayer that I get the surgery before august please, that they stop arguing over money and just do this for me.
Also, I intend to migrate in August so please pray that I get my visa and all necessary documents so I can move away from here and be free.
Things were going okay till yesterday when the depression and suicidal thoughts hit again. I am struggling and I am inconstant need of prayer because of all the attacks so if you find it in your heart to pray for me them please, do so.
I would also like prayer for my relationship that God continues to safeguard 'his' heart and keep it open towards me and me ONLY.
I appreciate everyone who reads this and prays for me.