Wow, what can I say. But, I'm going to say something because maybe you might find some small shred of help in my words.
I've been pondering this passage for a while now:
Matthew 10:23 (Matthew is one of my favorite books in the bible, along with Job)
But when they persecute you in this city, flee ye into another: for verily I say unto you, Ye shall not have gone over the cities of Israel, till the Son of man be come.
It seems that to flee is ok, even proper in the right situation. I don't know the whole truth of the matter that is why I've been pondering it. Some questions come up in my mind like: When should a man flee? How much should a man tolerate before he flees? What if loved ones won't come with me when I flee? Is it ok to leave loved ones behind when I flee? The list goes on...
I’m not saying you should flee and I don’t know if I would, but if I was in a similar situation fleeing would be constantly on my mind because I would want to escape the drugs and the problems they cause.
Which brings me to my next statement:
I've seen supposedly safe drugs turn normal people into emotional wrecks. And my best friend who was doing fine, suddenly died during a period where the doctors were giving him many drugs and changing out the drugs constantly.
Does this upset you? Why? I ask this because many people have become upset with me when I tell them the drugs are killing them or that drugs have hurt my friends.
Just because the doctors give you something doesn’t mean it’s going to help or be good for you, and just because their doctors doesn’t mean they know what they’re talking about. Please read ‘Mark 5:24-34’.
I take a different approach to healing, Prayer for absolutely certain, but then I also look around me for what God has already given me for my healing since:
Isaiah 65:24 - And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear. - I bring this up and even draw it out of context in the Bible because in my life the Lord seems to have already answered my prayers before I prayed. Though, I usually can’t see his answer until the appointed time even when it is blatantly in front of me.
So, let’s look at some of the more obvious answers to prayers for healing:
2 Kings 20:7
And Isaiah said, Take a lump of figs. And they took and laid it on the boil, and he recovered.
Ezekiel 47:12 (please read the whole chapter and even the surrounding chapters)
excerpt: and the fruit thereof shall be for meat, and the leaf thereof for medicine.
Herbs are amazingly healing, along with acupressure, and oxygen.
Enough of my long post, God Bless and keep your eyes on Jesus.