J
I am at a loss for what to do these days! I am mad at the world and how it works that if you have less money you can not even go to the doctors or dentist even when you really need to! The rich stay richer and the poor are poorer and everyone is taking it out on each other.. It scares me to raise a kid in this kind of environment! I am haivng so much anxiety that my stomach is in constant knots and has a constant butterly feeling in it and do not know what that is all about of if it will ever stop? I have acid reflux and can not get a GI test to see how bad it is or why it has been so persistant for past four years or if I have an ulcer or whatever cause the sharp pains in my stomach and pressure. I have no money to see if I can be helped that way to help my health anxiety and stress which will calm the physical problems associated with anxiety! I am at a point where I feel like giving up on hope because I feel like things are never going to get better! I am scared! Please pray for me! p.s. I do not need diagnosis of what maybe physically wrong it is to hard to hear b/c I literally spend money to hear you need a test and I have no insurance or money so I know I need a doctor but it does not good..just need prayers at this point that things will change and pray for my faith that I can be strong to hold on alitttle longer maybe jesus will heal me!
for good
god bless
ty
for good
god bless
ty