Christian Husband tells me he doesnt want to be married anymore.

Each day I come back.. and get comfort reading what people say to me.. or even reading other posts.. To Cardfan93 thanks for your prayers.. and the scriptures.. each is so relevent...

To Psychomom: although there are moments.. that the anger wants to well up.. or discouragement. and even a little fear.. most of the time.. I am just thankful.. because I look around. and see blessings, as if God prepared me.. for what I am going through.. So many women out there. are just left.. to fend for themselves. it could of been alot worse.. I could of not had a job.. my husband could of been mean and ugly and wanted to fight me for the tiny little home I live in.. but he didnt. .. he has been nothing but kind.. I think my concern is more with him falling away from his faith.. than losing the marriage.. He was always so strong in his faith.. a little scary to think people can fall away.. maybe its the substances..

Alex is my grandson, we heard PastorDavid Jeremiah.. speak about his childhood.. how they would write Gods promises.. or scriptures.. on small cards.. and at dinner everyone would draw one and read it.. Alex and I decided to start a new tradition.. and we have taken lots of scriptures.. from this site.. I dont have the vision to see why this had to happen.. there was no indication at all..but I do wonder.. when people tell me I may not see the bigger pictures.. I wonder.. if God Knew I would dig in deeper to my faith, that down the road.. with his addictions it could of been alot harder on both myself and my Grandson... I guess.. that is probably a selfish.. thought.. unless. maybe.. Through all this my husband gets to a point that he digs into his faith also.. thanks you again for your words.. and your prayers..

faithful your assumption of the bigger picture- how maybe god knew you would dig deeper into your faith is exactly correct. you must be strong in you relationship with god because when trouble hit you drew closer to god and god even said if you draw near to him he will draw near to you. i have a question for you, when you read the bible have you found yourself in it? like has there been someone in there that reminds you of yourself? i have found myself twice. you know i have not met you, i have no idea what you look like, but inside you your beautiful inside, your tough and percevering and you walk by faith even when you can not see. I truly am grateful there are people like you in this world, and i predict your husband will come back to his faith. god may very well be using you to show him what he can have. the thing about backsliding is eventually our soul craves god again

Just wanted you to know your both in my prayers!
Love and big Jesus hugs Shekaniah

Faithful, I know you are suffering and waiting on the Lord. You've received some wonderful advice here. Most anything I would advise would be a combination of what's already been said. I believe the best thing I can do for you is to pray for and with you until you post a report of God's miraculous intervention. God truly honors our prayers, especially when we stand together corporately. (the CC gang) God does have an answer and a plan for your life.

I love coming here.. , questions are being answered.. emptiness is going away.. thank you Blain for your kind words. and thank everyone who has stood with me in prayer.. Im not sure where I am going.. but today I had so much peace.. and when you get a bomb dropped on you a little peace is really welcome . I cannot report too much on my husband.. but My grandson and I doing well.. I still have questions that I dont understand fully so I posted in another area these concerns.. and I am getting answers there too.. I am finding I am on a spiritual Journey.. The more I learn the more comfort, peace, feeling as if He really has me in the palm of his hand.. thank you so much.

Still praying in Jesus's name .

Hugs and God bless
pickles

Prayers sent again

“Dear Lord, please guide this special sister during the trouble in her marriage. And her ears shall hear a word behind her saying, this is the way, walk here, when she turns to her right and when she turns to her left (see Isa. 30:21).

“Please reassure her when she sees a thousand fall on her right side and ten thousand at her left; help her to know that if she follows You, it will not happen to her (see Ps. 91:7). Hide her under your protective wings.

“Help her to find the narrow path that will lead her to life, the abundant life you have for her and for her family. Lord, I pray for a testimony that you can use for Your glory when this troubled or broken marriage is healed and restored! We will give You all the honor and the glory. Amen.”

God bless!