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Most of my life I've dealt with depression and self harm tendencies to numb that pain. Recently I've been feeling more depressed after losing one of two jobs and struggling to support not only myself but my 16 year old brother and ailing grandmother. My father was very abusive growing up and my mother was more verbally abusive. My brother and I are out of that sitiuation bit it still haunts us, I'm worried about my brother because he has become very rebellious and I do not want him getting into trouble. No one in my extended family cares enough to help and I'm at my wits end.
Yes I pray. No I see no improvements.
I feel like numbing the pain more but I don't at the same time. Fighting this depression is hard.
Sometimes i look at my scars and think...noone will notice if i open an old one...but i will. I cant.
Yes I pray. No I see no improvements.
I feel like numbing the pain more but I don't at the same time. Fighting this depression is hard.
Sometimes i look at my scars and think...noone will notice if i open an old one...but i will. I cant.