Desperate prayer for help

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Cwh22

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I am in desperate need of prayer. I feel like I have chains wrapped around each side of my body, soul, and mind, and two trucks are pulling in opposite directions. It has been like this for many years. I have struggled with homosexuality since I was 6. I have tried to pray it away, and have been on a roller coaster of depression and suicidal thoughts since I was young. It has led me down a loney path of drugs, alcohol, self hatred, and compromise. I have such a passion and love for god, but sometimes pray that he would just kill me. I can't take it anymore. I am 22 and I'm sooo tired, and my life has no value in it. I know what the word says, but I think sometimes the only way to escape this part of me is to ask gods forgiveness and then kill myself. I love my family though, and can not handle the thought of them finding me dead, especially my mother. I guess all I can hope for is a miracle.
 
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Suicide is never the answer dear friend.... I am going through a painful experience too but I can feel God fixing me.... I've committed mistakes... Tons of them but our God is always ready to forgive.... Its never too late to run back into His arms where you'll find true comfort and acceptance.... I pray for peace of our troubled soul....be still in His presence.... And know that nothing is too great for our God!
 
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Cwh22 said:
I am in desperate need of prayer. I feel like I have chains wrapped around each side of my body, soul, and mind, and two trucks are pulling in opposite directions. It has been like this for many years. I have struggled with homosexuality since I was 6. I have tried to pray it away, and have been on a roller coaster of depression and suicidal thoughts since I was young. It has led me down a loney path of drugs, alcohol, self hatred, and compromise. I have such a passion and love for god, but sometimes pray that he would just kill me. I can't take it anymore. I am 22 and I'm sooo tired, and my life has no value in it. I know what the word says, but I think sometimes the only way to escape this part of me is to ask gods forgiveness and then kill myself. I love my family though, and can not handle the thought of them finding me dead, especially my mother. I guess all I can hope for is a miracle.
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Heavenly Father in the name of Yahshua the Messiah may you bless him with Love and Truth that you bestowed upon me in my darkest hour.

He is in need and seeks forgiveness, may the Light come so that he can see the path of Righteousness.

My friend call out for Mercy.

you did not give yourself the breath you seek to end, my friend seek Heavenly Father that gave you the breath within and feel secure forever.
 
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Heavenly Father, We as your children, ask for You to be at work in this persons life. Father, we cast out and bind the spirits of homosexuality, depression, guilt, and suicide that are tormenting your child. God, in Jesus name, we ask You Lord above all things, to give your child peace, fill them with Your Holy Spirit, giving them purpose, love, meaning and hope. Clear their minds of this sin that You in Your Word have said You hate. Father, your child is calling out to you, and we as believers have faith that You will open the door as they knock on it. Father, be with Your child, and show them the love of a God who sticks closer than a brother, that will never leave nor forsake them, and use this person as a testimony to further Your Kingdom. Show them Your forgiveness, deliverance, and healing power Father.We give You the praise, honor and glory for this in Jesus name.
Keep in mind, that where there is life, there is hope. God makes His mercy new for us everyday. We all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, and you are not alone. God bless you and keep you, placing His angels around you forming a hedge of protection over you. Have faith and trust in the Lord for your deliverance, and study in His Word, submitting to His will for your life, and you will pull through this. Forgive yourself as well, as unforgiveness, even for ourselves will keep you in bondage. Look at yourself as God sees you through Christ.
 
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Desperate prayer for help
I am in desperate need of prayer. I feel like I have chains wrapped around each side of my body, soul, and mind, and two trucks are pulling in opposite directions. It has been like this for many years. I have struggled with homosexuality since I was 6. I have tried to pray it away, and have been on a roller coaster of depression and suicidal thoughts since I was young. It has led me down a loney path of drugs, alcohol, self hatred, and compromise. I have such a passion and love for god, but sometimes pray that he would just kill me. I can't take it anymore. I am 22 and I'm sooo tired, and my life has no value in it. I know what the word says, but I think sometimes the only way to escape this part of me is to ask gods forgiveness and then kill myself. I love my family though, and can not handle the thought of them finding me dead, especially my mother. I guess all I can hope for is a miracle. Quoite"

Brother when Christ went to the cross over two thousand years ago how many sins did he die for? Are you over two thousand years old? So since he died for the sins of the whole and the whole world has been past tense forgiven what is left that is still needed in the one that comes to belief in him? Is the whole world saved because of the forgiveness that is done?
Is anyone saved to life by the death of Christ where the whole world has been forgiven?
No the believer is saved by the life:

Romans 5:10
New King James Version (NKJV)

10 For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life.

All this takes is first recieving you are forgiven back at the cross then asking Father to do the Following in you as what Romans 6:1-11 states and after asking believe for this to be done by father and it shall be done in you as it is in Christ Jesus

Romans 6:1-11

New King James Version (NKJV)

Dead to Sin, Alive to God

6 What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin that grace may abound? [SUP]2 [/SUP]Certainly not! How shall we who died to sin live any longer in it? [SUP]3 [/SUP]Or do you not know that as many of us as were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into His death? [SUP]4 [/SUP]Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.
[SUP]5 [/SUP]For if we have been united together in the likeness of His death, certainly we also shall be in the likeness of His resurrection, [SUP]6 [/SUP]knowing this, that our old man was crucified with Him, that the body of sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves of sin. [SUP]7 [/SUP]For he who has died has been freed from sin. [SUP]8 [/SUP]Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with Him, [SUP]9 [/SUP]knowing that Christ, having been raised from the dead, dies no more. Death no longer has dominion over Him. [SUP]10 [/SUP]For the death that He died, He died to sin once for all; but the life that He lives, He lives to God. [SUP]11 [/SUP]Likewise you also, reckon yourselves to be dead indeed to sin, but alive to God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
In the Love of God forever and noiw study the word to know Christ Jesus and Father by and through belief you are saved after asking forthe new life in him. No more focusing on your now old carnal mind for today you have a new mind in renewing it
So now go to Romans 12:1-2 and now start renewing your mind to the mind set of God the Father, teaching you all about your new life in him, you are now accepted in the beloved by seeing things from Father's vantage point inspite of the world's and you shall be free as well as are, just your mind is now in need of being renewed by God through the Holy ghost that you are now sealed with brother Ephesians 1:13 says so seek within you the new you now
I tell you once you have done this and believed it is done in you and now you can rest in him, thanking him and praising him for this forever that there is no time for any sin ever but if you do sin
1 John 2:1
My little children, these things I write to you, so that you may not sin. And if anyone sins, we have an Advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.


So Brother you can rest assure that Godjustloveyou.blogspot.com put www. before the godjustloveyou and I have blogger there and if you wish to private e-mail do so. Father through Christ is for you therefore nobody can be against you in Love Homwardbound​
 
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pickles

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cwh22, You are in my prayers for al thet is the healing love of Jesus and the joy of His salvation.:)
Sometimes one can be so focused on the wrong in thier life, that they fail to keep their eyes on Jesus.
Look to Jesus, setting ones self aside for Him, (now Im not saying this for just homosexuality) but in all flesh, so you will in Jesus find the freedom you seek.
For when you can say in praise, all is yours Lord Jesus, no longer looking to the problem, but keeping your eyes on Jesus, He will show you the way. :)
Again, you are in my daily prayers in Jesus for as long as you need.

Welcome to CC! :)
pickles
 
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Let God guide you in all things. He loves you and care for you. He wants you to overcome every evil thoughts and everything by His words. God will give you strength. Take courage and strength yourself in the Lord. The name of the Lord is strong tower and righteous runneth into it and is safe. You are safe in the Lord. We will lift you at the throne of grace. God will give grace to come out of it. God bless you.
 
PopClick

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pickles said:
cwh22, You are in my prayers for al thet is the healing love of Jesus and the joy of His salvation.:)
Sometimes one can be so focused on the wrong in thier life, that they fail to keep their eyes on Jesus.
Look to Jesus, setting ones self aside for Him, (now Im not saying this for just homosexuality) but in all flesh, so you will in Jesus find the freedom you seek.
For when you can say in praise, all is yours Lord Jesus, no longer looking to the problem, but keeping your eyes on Jesus, He will show you the way. :)
Again, you are in my daily prayers in Jesus for as long as you need.

Welcome to CC! :)
pickles
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I agree! Give everything to Him, focus on Him, and I believe you'll get the peace you're looking for.
 
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Praying for you brother.
Just a thought for you. People don't go to hell for what they do. They go to hell for what they don't do. -(They don't Accept Christ)
I pray that you accept his peace in Love.
 
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