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Ahh sweetheart your life is quiet the mess right now but have hope because the Lord is really really good at picking up the broken pieces of our lives and putting them back together stronger and better then before. You don't let the dumb ole devil inside of your mind with those suicidal thoughts ok. Believe it or not he tries that crap with me once in awhile. Thats usually when I grin and tell him he is a complete idiot and then I turn my face up to Jesus and I whisper up You are my Hope and in you I put my trust and those thoughts pop and simply fade away. If you are a daughter of the Lord and you have asked him into your heart to be your personal savior then our Lord will never let you lose the hope you need to carry on in this world.
You know he will just work things out. You really do not have to worry. Pray Pray Pray. Surrender your life to him every single morning along with let your will be done in my life. Run to our Jesus and run fast. He is your safety and he tucks you under his wing and he keeps you safe and he goes before you to prepare the way. So so so many times the devil tries to make me fill up with fear over stuff and the words "I got this" keep coming to mind and the Lord always always has got it. He uses these times to really really work on building your trust in him. If you have our Lord as your savior just simply kick back and trust him. He will teach you to. God bless honey.
You know he will just work things out. You really do not have to worry. Pray Pray Pray. Surrender your life to him every single morning along with let your will be done in my life. Run to our Jesus and run fast. He is your safety and he tucks you under his wing and he keeps you safe and he goes before you to prepare the way. So so so many times the devil tries to make me fill up with fear over stuff and the words "I got this" keep coming to mind and the Lord always always has got it. He uses these times to really really work on building your trust in him. If you have our Lord as your savior just simply kick back and trust him. He will teach you to. God bless honey.