fighting Temptation

He has become my drug beyond Resistance… It Frighten me that even the thought of him weakens me… The Sound of voice sends chills down my spine… For I start to battle again my own will… His Eyes… His Touch… His Lips; Accomplish to Deceive me once more, Swallowing me whole. Ashamed I stand before you oh Lord for I was Tempted to say Yes… Disappointed I question…How he can have So Much Control over Me… Forgive me father for I have become Unfaithful to you again…He has taken and Stolen Victory ONCE MORE out of My hands… He Knows nothing about me so why does he act like he cares For when I have fallen He’s Never Been there…He doesn’t know that when I am silent I am thinken One Thousand Words…He doesn’t Know that when I stare into His Eyes I am Wondering how Long He’ll stay… He’s Never wiped my tears He has never Been here long enough to hold me when I am Broken… He has never cared to Notice as I cry In the rain…He has never question why I block myself away as I feel pain…Expressing How I truly feel to him Has Been My Weakness… For I rather show a Smile when It all seems Close to the edge… Addicted to His will I find myself … I cry out to you Oh lord to guide me for I seem To sink deeper and deeper…desperately drowning inside… and I don’t know how to climb out…Send to me one last breath oh Lord…Why is it that every time that I seem to be so close to Grasping your hand … it all vanishes… pushed to the limit…I find myself …walking ten steps back … I fail … retracting away from you is where I stand…I seem to have forgotten where I am… where I am going…

Jesus Christ to you I plead ... In you there is no impossible… for you are the Man who died for me… who holds me when I am down… who turns my frowns around…Kissing all my tears away…Freeing me from all my fears… washing me from all my Sins… Oh Lord I pray for you to Strengthen me once More… for You are The Only Addiction I Need… you can Only heal me… Please become my antidote… Come to me and Rescue… Take Me Out Of this Darkness…help me see the light for my path dims more and more as I speak… your face fade away and your hand becomes Unreachable… my eyes are weary and my hope is weak… Oh father please … for this Child has wonder off and I can’t seem to find the way… Let your voice guide me today…Let me hear you speak even if it’s from a distorted distance… Show me that you are here…Let me feel you near…The bottom of my soul can still hear as you softly call my name … asking me to rise up and come back home with you… but where does your voice come from… show me the way … walk with me and hold my hand… I shall close my eyes lead me into your arms once more… For only you can Restore me…Pick me up and Dust me off… take all my sins away and Renew my spirit…Taking away all my Sorrow… Wake me up to a new tomorrow… take me away…for with You is where I belong... In Jesus Name I pray … ~Amen ҉ ♥

I will pray for you for guidance and healing. Thank you God for answering this pray

God will never leave you nor forsake you. You prayers are dear to him. Have faith even when you feel his presence. Read the bible and start at hebrews 10 on.

thank u.

When ever I want answers...I ask God for His perfect wisdom.
God bless you and keep you!
In His Love, Shekaniah

James 1:5
If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.

Hebrews 11:6
And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.

thank u :')

Life is made for joy and woe, and when this we rightly know, threw the world we safely go.

Praying with you in agreement in Jesus Christ is Lord.

A scripture I love....
:Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you.:

God bless
pickles

Praying for the Lord's guidance and strength in you life

I'll be praying for you! God Bless <3
~Olivia