Final decision

My husband left me almost a year ago. He's been abusive and manipulative and while I haven't been perfect, I know that I have been patient and enduring hoping that he will get the help he needs. He just began speaking to me two weeks ago and in order to protect our hearts, I asked him to only call me once a week and postpone a counselor for us until he had shown more progress. My email was very gentle and reasonable. However, he has once again shut off communication. I began going to a Divorecare Group a few weeks ago and last night I just asked for prayer for a clear sign. His response was very clear to me.
I emailed him, as he will not allow any other contact. Again, I was gentle, but I told him I was moving on. I do believe this is what direction the Lord is leading me in. Please pray for peace and for Ryan. He is known to hurt or even attempt killing himself.

You are doing the right thing.

Ps 118:19 " Open to me the gates of righteousness: I will go into them, [and] I will praise the LORD:

Ps 5:2 " Hearken unto the voice of my cry, my King, and my God: for unto thee will I pray."

Ps 119:46 " I will speak of thy testimonies also before kings, and will not be ashamed."

Ps 9:10 " And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek thee."

Ps 16:7 " I will bless the LORD, who hath given me counsel: my reins also instruct me in the night seasons.

Ps 18:28 " For thou wilt light my candle: the LORD my God will enlighten my darkness"

Rev 3:20 " Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."

Rev 3:21 " To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne."

2Pet 1:2 " Grace and peace be multiplied unto you through the knowledge of God, and of Jesus our Lord,"

Praying for you both....for healing and guidance

Praying for you and Ryan...
In the powerful Name of Jesus!
Love in Christ, Shekaniah

Praying in Jesus for all you ask .

Hugs and God bless
pickles

Is it possible to not want to be divorced but to still feel like I shouldn't change my mind. My husband wrote me back before he read my email and then read it and wrote again. I don't want to divorce him, but I feel like this is going nowhere. Even though he says he's makin changes, I still don't feel like I should change my mind. I have not responded yet, but I don't want to be passive either.