Welcome to cc, pug.
You have a family here in Jesus who are all here ready to support you.
You are in my prayers in Jesus for all the streangth, help and joy of His salvation.
Im glad your sister and preacher are there for you, I hope you will heal in time in Jesus.
I have always loved in revelations 21;4
And God shall wipe all tears from their eyes, and there shall be no more death,neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
Pug, dont let the world steal this reward from you in Jesus, hold on in faith, for God will wipe away your every tear and the perfect will be your reward.
In Jesus, God bless
pickles