heaven or hell confused?

Well after I have gotten baptize I horribly fell to temptation. I backslid to sexual sins and was possessed if God knew this was going to happen y did he create me. Also after falling I starft suffering right away and also I'm going through persecution and demonic oppression but I left all sin alone and is trying. Did I give my salvation away and did I fall from grace help???

Everyone stumbles, that is why Jesus told us the parable of the prodgical son, so that we would know that God;s love for us is always waiting and watching for one to return.
Being attacked speaks to how valuable you are to God Our Father.
because if you were lost, satan wouldnt bother with you.
You are in my prayers in Jesus for all protection, streangth and the joy of His perfect love for you to sustain you.

God bless
pickles

Dear one, the Lord (your Lord!) knew well every sin you ever would commit, and joyfully accpeted you!
He loves you now and always. The very fact you are concerned about it speaks to the Holy Spirit's presence in you.
All you need to do is confess your sin, and the Lord forgives you.

If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9

He is faithful, even when we are not.
I have prayed for you, beloved of your Father. ♥
love,
ellie

Please listen closely, and dig deep for the truth, what you experienced was far from a real conversion, I cannot judge your heart, but your fruit shows me IF you said you got saved, and are still in sin, and sexual sin will disqualify you from the kingdom, then you never repented and crucified your flesh with Christ.

Do not listen to the apostate church that tells you you can sin and wont die, way too many scriptures thay say otherwise, this is the great lie, the serpent told Eve, when he said you can sin and not die, But God says otherwise.

What you shared in your post is the typical Christian false conversion made popular by Billy Graham, and many other wolves telling the lost and desperate masses, just admit and confess your sins to God, receive Jesus into your heart, and try not to sin, and your are saved!

Jesus came to put an end to sin and temptation, by calling you to do one thing, crucify your flesh and go and sin no more!

I hope this helps I will be praying for you!


There is a huge difference between walking after the spirit, and waking after the flesh. Most think they are in the spirit when they have never come to Christ and salvation on His terms!
Most also think that the NO condemnation part is a done deal, when they confess the sinners prayer, admit they are a poor sinner, and accept Jesus into their heart, when in reality nothing happened, they are still defiled and double minded, but their pastor tells them now you are free from any condemnation what so ever!
Even though they are still in their unconverted carnal state, sold under sin! This is what is being produced today by the multitudes thinking they are safe and saved, under NO condemnation, because Romans 8-1 says so, but they fail to see the to do part of this very critical verse from Romans!
Yes, there is NO condemnation for those who are IN Christ, who have crucified their flesh with Him, Galatians 2-20, through real repentance and faith, and are now walking in the newness of life, free from the bondages of sin, temptation and the devil, not by some magical substitution, but by the power, and blood of Christ, who came as a sin offering, to ransom sinful mankind from the corrupting influences of sin! Hebrews, 9-14. Plus forgive mankind for all their past sins. Romans 3-25.
If a real conversion happens as described in James 1-21-22, through real repentance and faith, both proven by a changed heart, made pure, sincere and full of love, walking in the spirit while keeping the deeds of the flesh dead, then there is now no condemnation, for those who are IN Christ, crucified to the flesh and its harmful desires, being sensitive to the spirit and its leading.
If you walk IN the spirit then you cannot be also walking in the flesh, its either one or the other, thus the condemnation comes to those who return to their vomit, re crucifying Christ again and again, for willful, presumptuous sins that should have been put to death at conversion.
Gal 6:7 Do not be deceived, God is not mocked. For whatever a man sows, that he also will reap.
Gal 6:8 For he sowing to his flesh will reap corruption from the flesh. But he sowing to the Spirit will reap life everlasting from the Spirit.
IF you are walking the crucified life in all humility and power of the spirit within, then condemnation will be lifted off your soul, as you remain IN the spirit, producing the fruits of the spirit, and guarding your heart from the temptations that so easily ensnare those who have never done their first works in repentance, stepping in and out of the light, and remaining carnal and double minded!!
Rom 8:6 For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace
Rom 8:7 because the carnal mind is enmity(an enemy) against God, for it is not subject to the Law of God, neither indeed can it be.
Those who have gone through a true conversion, and have come to God broken in repentance, cleansed and purged of all known vile sins against Him, are now not under the condemnation of God, because they have crucified their flesh as commanded, Galatians 2-20, walking IN the light of Christ, so all they do, will be with a sound mind and heart, the motives will be pure, with good intent, and all done in love and sincerity, not for selfish gain, fulfilling the lust of the eyes and the pride in self, but with a heart geared to obedience to the truth, a living active obedience which will be imputed to us by faith, which is also the same as obedience to the commands of God which are not burdensome!
So the purity of the heart is crucial in all aspects of a real conversion, because without this heart purity, made possible through our free will and ability to obey from the heart, forsake all know sin, as the whole city of Nineveh did, then coming broken before God in an acceptable state, it will be impossible to walk in the spirit, and receive NO condemnation from God, as Romans 8-1 states, but a life filled with sin repent, sin repent, sin repent, and I mean fornicate, repent, get drunk repent, lie, cheat steal repent, etc..
God made it clear, the pure in heart will see Him, and please Him, and I don’t mean a perfect heart as perfect as God’s, BUT a heart that has been purified completely, by laying aside all wickedness and filthiness, and now ready to receive His implanted word with all meekness and humility, and not all the many neglected scriptures you never hear in church, or they tell you they never apply to you, are now totally understood, and adhered to, because they keep you in His grace, as you obey them, by denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, then living soberly, righteously and godly in this present age, where grace isn’t abused or taken in vain, and the great condemnation of God is lifted, as you walk in the spirit, and the new life In following Christ on the narrow road!
Tommy 9-2-12

Will pray for you sis, sometimes it may seem that there is no hope, but the Lord is a present help in times of trouble.

Psalm 34:18
The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.

Deuteronomy 31:6
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”