Help i'm suicidal

I am a 24 year old lady in urgent need of prayers. My life is so bad that I am contemplating suicide. I am in deep financial debt, unwanted at work and broke. I don't think I will make it to Sunday morning because of the current state. My mother, who is the only person I could talk to, today called me a stupid moron. My life was not always so bad, I am usually very optimistic but lately all I want to do is lay down and die. I am miles away from home and I pray everyday for God to answer but He hasn't. I am beautiful and quite educated, most people don't know of my pain and suffering. Please help me.

Father thank you for turning this all around, thank you for giving her peace through this storm.
in Jesus name amen

You are a Young Lady who the enemy fears. Thoughts of suicide and giving up only come from him. Life has not been the most pleasant for me either. I have lived on the streets as a teenager, been involved in drugs/alcohol, been sexually and physically abused, and did 13 1/2 years in prison. There were many times in my life that I contemplated suicide, but the thought left. Since Christ came into my life, giving up has not been an option. The thoughts come, but I cast them out because I know that I was created for a purpose and plan. God has a call on my life and I am going to fulfill it.

There is a powerful call on your life and the enemy is scared of you. When you were in the world it seemed like everything was so smooth. Now the boat is rocked because your allegiance has changed. Serving God is not easy. It is not for the faint of heart. There are going to be trials, there are going to be times where it's just God and you, there are going to be loses and people will call you all kinds of names except a child of God. What you do through all of this is what matters. God says in Romans 8 that we are more than CONQUERORS. You have to find out what the Bible says and who the Bible says you are. Write these verses down and recite them in the morning. When you do this you are telling yourself who God says you are and also telling Satan who you are. This takes the power back that you have given him. Romans 12:1-2.

I am here if you need to talk. Trust in Him and He will work it all out. Prov. 3:5-6

Pitman- post 3, is so right, couldn't of been said any better.

I almost cry in reading your post. Even though im a stranger, How I wish I could be there and help you. If you're planning to commit suicide,please don't do that, in the name of Jesus! you knew it's a sin, and it's gonna get worse doing such scary act.
This is not the end of everything for you. The Lord still has a plan on you. you may not know it for now but I believe soon He will reveal His plan only in-stored for you. Just be patient and keep on trusting the Lord no matter what happened. He knows what you've been through. Sometimes one of our love ones may hurt us but there's someone who will never leave and nor forsake us,He is Jesus. He loves you more than you'll ever knw.

1Peter 5:7 "Casting all your cares upon Him for He cares for YOU"

Don't you worry,it will be ok. I don't know who you are but I'll pray for you tonight before I sleep...God bless you sister in Christ....

Prayed for you.

Have you tried talking to a professional (a doctor or maybe a pastor) about these thoughts? maybe they could help.

Don't give up friend! God has a plan for you and after this battle you will come out victorious. Coming here asking for prayer and talking about God shows great strength ! Hold on to it and keep praying along with us, this will pass, do not lose your faith in Jesus.

God Bless You very Much! I will be keeping you in my prayers! /Hug

Hello there beautiful beloved. You are the Lord's beloved. My heart goes out to you sister. If you need someone to talk with you please send me a message. I have seen similar circumstances in my life and to tell you frankly, i have desired with my whole heart to just lie down and well, expire..i have been broke, homeless, for a few years estranged from my family, abused in ways i dont care to say anymore.. but one thing I learned.. even if God is silent it does NOT mean he is not there. God is GOOD ALL THE TIME. Please believe me, if you refuse to let go of Him you stand on solid rock. It's diffiult to process now but just decide to believe it and it goes from there. We make a series of decisions everyday that drive our lives and we just dont know how it affects the big picture -- if you decide now to stand up and wait for the Lord, it's the first step to a better life. Even if your circumstances dont get better asap, your heart will be better and that's always the better deal I hope i made sense. Please please please don't let go love.

Please understand that you are not alone. I count 7 names above mine that hastily responded to help you. We were guided by God to provide advice in your troubled time. We may not know each other, but we are all a part of the Christian family. I will be praying for you to have the strength to carry on through your tough times. Give your burdens over to God and allow yourself to find Peace.

I just want to add to this post firstly by saying that you are not alone and there have been several posts that I have read that I couldn't have put it better myself... Trust in the lord, tell your worries to him and he will help guide you. I know how you feel and I have had moments in my life that haven't been amazing either. I am here if you would like to talk, my PM box is always open. I will pray for you and may God hear our prayers and send some healing your way.

I lift you up in prayer asking the Lord to save you and that he shows you his way. Don't lose hope because he is always our hope. Rebuke those thoughts in the name of Jesus and sometimes I just say his name out loud over and over. In his name is great power. Don't stop praying and believe that the answer is on the way. I myself face such great adversity with my job and with my relationship but I cling to my Jesus because I know that he is my hope as he is yours. Dont give up, we all face battles every single one of us. You are strong because you have God as your strength and its enough strength to get you through anything. Believe sister believe that you are already saved by God. He loves you so much. Ask Him for his strength and don't stop praying. Be blessed sweetie. there is light at the end of the tunnel and his name is our Jesus.

Huge hugs, praying for you and all help needed in Jesus's name .
Know that these times do pass, even though it does not look like it will, do seek out someone to talk to, and know that Jesus will not fail you, He will bring you to the peace and joy you need.
We all are here for you, just ask.

Huge hugs and God bless
pickles

Hi, The links below might, do not give up the Lord loves you.

http://www.jesuslovesme.org/newWeb/m...0ME%20BOOK.pdf

http://www.jesuslovesme.org/

What? Have you killed yourself already?
Can't you thank these saints who are standing for you?
F.Y.I.(For Your Information) - the first step on the road to recovery is to be thankful.
Many saints of God have prayed for you,....but if you can't be thankful then you're not real.

Praying for you sweetheart . May the Lord make His presence known to you...He is greater than ANY trouble. Go to Him for healing. Parents sometimes say the WRONG thing....they can react out of simple frustration. You know you are not a moron. Disown that label and forgive your mom. Find a group of Christians at a church who will see the real you- a child of God, beautiful on the inside and the outside .

How I wish I was there to hold you in my arms and let you cry. I can’t be there with you but your heavenly father who loves you is always there. Remember that this time in your life will pass by. Learn what there is to learn and move forward . This is a verse that has helped me ,
Philippians 4:8 [SUP]8 [/SUP]Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things.
Please use this to renew your mind and start healing. I pray the Lord show you the path of provision. I had to file bankruptcy it was very hard put the stress of that time is behind me and now I have a fresh start. Get around people who know the Lord and focus on others it helps get your mind off your problems. I pray you feel his hand of strength and comfort today.

Amen , to all that was said, I touch in agreement with all the prayers....

I pray the Lord will give you peace and rest in your mind.... to restore your hope and joy, I remember like it was yesterday, when I was about to do the same.... you must not allow the enemy to tell you every reason it would be good for you to just check out.... telling you how no one would care and no one can love you or would understand you. my sister, please listen.... THE DEVIL IS LYING TO YOU!! God said that our days are few and full of trouble but He will deliver us out of them all... The Lord knows what you can bare and what you cannot... so he will allow tribulations... but only because he loves you, he want you to be very strong. So look at it like this, if God allowed it, it's because he knows you and he loves you and is wanting to use you.... So go to the Father in the Name of Jesus and ask him what it is he is trying to teach you? Ask him to give you his strength and will that you may stand in his power and love.... never reject what the Lord is doing because it is the Lord God who orders our steps and nothing in your life will take him by surprise.... so humble your self and go to the Lord and ask him what it is he have need for you to do....... I am fighting with you because I know those foul spirits all to well... the number one is death... no longer shall your mind be tormented with these thoughts of leaving.....
I told my mom the other day, how I wanted to go home and be with the Lord, and I can't count the many times I cried to the Father to allow me to come home to him... my mom said I was very selfish, because there are so many people who need me, she said she need me and she cried and said that is very selfish of me..... and the Lord opened my eyes and I saw my heart and yes, it was ugly and I cried and asked God to forgive me and my mom.... As long as the Lord want to keep me here I am more than willing to stay.... so I have to take him at his Word: He will provide and He will glorify himself in me and through me.... may the Lord open your eyes sister... we all need each other, and if you do not know this... YOU HAVE A FAMILY IN THE LORD, THAT WILL NEVER GO AWAY.... FOR ALL ETERNITY.....WE LOVE YOU BUT THE LORD LOVES YOU MORE...MAY HE INCREASE YOUR FAITH IN HIM AND BLESS YOU WITH JOY, PEACE AND HOPE... and remember that anything that is not of faith is sin... suicide is not having faith in God, for it must be according to his will and his Word which is the same as his will.....

Rebuke Satan in jesus name. This too will pass. I will offer up a prayer of solace for you. If u have a primary doctor I would confidentially talk to him.

Hi LovesChrist184
Well if you are beautiful and well educated what has gotten you so down besides the fact that accept others speaking evil over you. If someone called me a moron I would say 'no thank-you I am just having a bit of a problem I need a friend to support me through'.
Bad mommy!
Our mom is being laid to her final rest tomorrow at the ripe age of 92. She is so lovely it breaks my heart to see her go.
Let me see, I would first of all take my worries/burdens to God. Let it all go and just drop it in His lap!
Then I would take a look at my situation and see what I can easily resolve myself and start working on it. God said, Is there none of you with wisdom to take care of this? Ask of me and I will bless you with wisdom two fold.
I know you will make it through. Sometimes we just need to put it out there. Hugs and prayers.