There is no love greater than the love of Jesus. The bible says, that God loves you so much more than an earthly parent. I know your hurting, but people are just people, they make mistakes, sometimes huge ones. Turn to the Lord in secret prayers, forgive your foster parents, one day you will be on your own, and you need to depend on the Lord and his love for you. Get deeper and deeper in his love, remember his blood was a covenant between us and the Father, as we enter into the holy of holies to pray, we don't need to bring a sacrifice anymore, but we bring our needs, our hurts, our prayers, with a thankfull heart, not a bitter unforgiving one. Forgivness is one of the keys of getting yourself outof emotional incarceration of the spirit, and you will be set free, listen to the words of Jesus, remember his words. Father, you said in the word, when your father and mother abandone you will lift us, lift her spirit up, Lord pick her up and cradle her forever in your loving arms, heal her in Jesus name. amen If you have a bible read 23 psalm 91 psalm verse 15, " call upon the lord in the day of trouble and he will deliver you, He will honor you, though the rest of the world may think you are trash, God will honor you for he LOVES you..