:( hurt and very lost

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RachStacy44

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My heart hurts so bad I just want all the pain to stop however possible. I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to love or care anymore. I don't want to feel. Somehow with this pain and not knowing what I will do right now...God must still love me because I'm here right now begging someone to please pray for me or something.
I've lost touch with my spiritual
side somehow when I never thought I
would. I grew up in a very loving devoted christian family and always lived my life with God being my everything until I turned 15. I am now 22 and my life is so far from a life of God I don't know why he still loves me and brought me here..I don't deserve it that's for sure.. all I ask I guess is for a prayer because I can't make it alone right now..
 
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gloryrunner

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I sent you a message. Check it out :) Praying for you.
 
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Bluezote

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Gods love is so unconditional and perfect that we do not understand it. But He is with you right now. He is listening to your heart. Talk to Him. He wants to listen. He understands the pain you feel right now. It was with Him on the cross! He can help you through this. He can heal your wounds! Praying for you.
 
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starfield

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RachStacy44 said:
My heart hurts so bad I just want all the pain to stop however possible. I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to love or care anymore. I don't want to feel. Somehow with this pain and not knowing what I will do right now...God must still love me because I'm here right now begging someone to please pray for me or something.
I've lost touch with my spiritual
side somehow when I never thought I
would. I grew up in a very loving devoted christian family and always lived my life with God being my everything until I turned 15. I am now 22 and my life is so far from a life of God I don't know why he still loves me and brought me here..I don't deserve it that's for sure.. all I ask I guess is for a prayer because I can't make it alone right now..
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Ask God to rekindle your zeal and passion for Him. I'll keep you in my prayers.
God bless. :)
 
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Duckies

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Hi there :) you are not alone! And dont forget God Loves You Very Very Much!! Pray and ask for forgivness, let him into your heart and find peace :)

Keep reaching out! We are all parying for you :)
 
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Powemm

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Hi sweet girl- rest assure, God loves you and He never strays .. Return back to Him and things will get brighter.. Tune in your radio or tv to things of Him.. This will help .. Remember loneliness is a sign we aren't spending enough time with
Him.. The way your heart hurts ? Is exactly the way god feels towards you .. He misses you and waits in excitment to sped time with you.. Share your emotions with Him. Get in His word reading on love .. I promise He will speak to you in it .. You wereade "first" for His enjoyment.. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers , message me anytime if you
need to talk and be reminded :) (((hugs )))
 
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pickles

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Praying for you Rach in Jesus's name for all you ask and need.

Remeber the story of the prodgical son, I have always loved where the sone returned to his father.
Not just because the son found his father waiting and watching for him with open arms.
But because, it was than one sees that the son never lost the true inhairitance.
See the true inhairitance was never the moneys, it was an inhairitance that cannot ever be lost.
The true inhairitance was his fathers love.

Hugs and God bless
pickles
 
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RachStacy44

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Thank you all
 
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pickles

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Rach, sometimes God tests our faith, not to prove we believe, but to bring a greater faith and love with Him.
Scripture says to count it as pure joy when this happens, for it is bringing a deeper faith and walk with Jesus.
When we can believe and love Jesus, even when we dont feel His presance, it is because Jesus is showing you faith in His Spirit.
We all know what is physical, but Jesus teaches us what is spiritual, for this is eternal. :)
Believe and praise God, speak your love for Jesus, He is faithful in all the work He does in you. :)
For it is in this, that the joy of salvation becomes your streangth! :)

Hugs and God bless
pickles
 
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Powemm

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Pickles is absolutely right! Sometimes God brings us to these places so we root
"deeper" in Him.. Pretty normal and we "all" go through it. :)
You aren't alone .. Hang in there girl! We are made for this :)
 
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RachStacy44

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You all are so strong and faithful... and I appreciate each of you. I am trying
 
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Prayers to sent to heaven for you, RachStacy44. I will leave you with Joshua 1:9.

"Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

Also, if you have not accepted Jesus Christ into your life, please do so now. God bless.
 
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stevef

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I also am praying for you RachStacy44. I think many of us if not all of us have had to go thru troubles and trials to grow close to God for our eternal good. Sadly for us humans it seems like when things are going good we think we're pretty hot stuff and tend to ignore God. I know it doesn't feel good right now, but that's why scripture tells us to count it as a blessing when we go thru these fiery trials. You're doing the right thing in seeking help from other Christians, and seek Jesus in prayer and thru your family and church. Trust in the Lord and do good, and things will get better. Jesus saves. Remember he is here for you on earth as he will be in Heaven. God bless you.
 
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jkalyna

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Your to hard upon your self, yes the LOrd forgives and has forgiven you already, if you asked. The problem is like the word says, "men loveth darkenss better than the light", Lot's wife was turned into a pillar of salt, she looked back because the love of the people or the town was in her heart. God does not play games with us. Satan does, mind games. Jesus love is straight to the heart. " choose this day whom you will serve". Father, let the Holy spirit by your power burn the chaff out of the heart, open another door for fellowship with believers in Jesus name. Remove the lonliness, the devils a liar, you are not a lone if you have the Son of God....... JOhn 17
 

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J-Kay

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R...The first thing that comes to mind is this happens to many who are
Christians from youth up. You have perhaps come to the place where you
are having to sort out what others have taught you, and what you believe.
It is a time of coming away and being alone with the Lord and He is going
to help you work through. This is a sorting out so you can have a personal
relationship with HIM. Not what you experienced with friends, but a very
intimate relationship with Jesus. I know you will find your love for Him will
be more precious than you ever dreamed. God bless you for staying with Him
and not running away. J-Kay
 
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Powemm

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Hey lady lady !! Popping back in to see how you are!
If I was doing this in person I'd have flowers in my hand , however ..I not
:-/... Allright girl .. Il be checking back on soon.. Hugs to you!! Take care!
 
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RachStacy44

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I am holding up right now the best I can.. its still very hard and it is a struggle.. I am fighting some demons that I have had for a while.. trying to keep faith and doing some talking with God..asking for strength because I can't do it on my own. Thank you all for being here and your prayers are appreciated more than you'll ever know. Love you all
 
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