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I am a Christian who is under demonic attack and I need help. Please pray for me. Pleas pray for God to protect me and my family. I have always been drawn to God from the time I was a little girl and I have also been traumatized by those around me.
History
Grade 1 teacher: full of hatred-looked at me with hate; it frightened me.
Grade 4 teacher: female teacher; said cruel things about my body, told me that I should get a face lift; her eyes were so cruel.
Grade 5 teacher: female teacher; same cruel eyes. I moved a lot and was new to the school. The teacher looked at me with disdain. She didn't know me. When I was being ridiculed by some of the students for how I dressed, she just looked at me with such a horribly cruel face; no compassion.
I believe there was demonic influence directing these women; they all had the same contemptuous expression like they were the same person.
Some good years due to a Christian principal who brought light into the school. Very good years in grade five (I transferred schools) and grade 6.
Well this pattern of meeting these hateful people has continuued throughout my life. They are mostly women but some men have been like this too. A woman I had to work with looked at me with this hate-filled contempt and I just met her; it was the same look. It is like I am meeting the same person over and over again. I think it is a demon or demons who influence or possess people I come in contact with.
I know Satan and his demons hates Christians. Satan tries to make you afraid. He looks at you like he knows you, like he knows best and what he 'knows' about is you that you are bad and unworthy. But in reality, we are all unworthy. God is the one who is perfect. But if we believe Satan's lie, we become self-conscious and afraid and forget that we have God's grace.
God loves me and I do not want to forget that ever. When I meet people with their hateful expressions, I can get distracted sometimes. Sometimes pride wells up inside me and I think, "how dare you look at me like that!" instead of having the confidence to realize that God loves me and it doesn't matter what these people think. They are trying to distract me.
So I need prayers please. I need prayers so I have the strength not to allow these people to define me and distract me.
I mean, one time, at school, a man sat at my table and said, "You're not as nice as you seem", like he knew me. In reality, nobody is all nice anyway. But there was an accusing tone in his voice, like he knew me best.
I don't want anyone defining me but God. Please pray for me so I can stay strong in my faith and so I can be protected. So I don't lose sight. I don't want to be angry at these people who say these mean things or who look at me with contempt. I want to be able to brush their comments away like a piece of dust and focus on God. I know I need to pray. I do pray. Are there little prayers to say in the midst of this sort of thing, when I'm confronted with another person like this?
I remember when I first started turning to God and reading the bible. I was 16. When I was on the bus and this stranger sat infront of me on the bus and then turned around in their seat and said, "So you're reading the bible eh?" I was reading a little new testament and this person pops up out of nowhere and starts talking to me! The look on their face was scary. I know this is an example of demonic attack.
Please pray for me and my family.
History
Grade 1 teacher: full of hatred-looked at me with hate; it frightened me.
Grade 4 teacher: female teacher; said cruel things about my body, told me that I should get a face lift; her eyes were so cruel.
Grade 5 teacher: female teacher; same cruel eyes. I moved a lot and was new to the school. The teacher looked at me with disdain. She didn't know me. When I was being ridiculed by some of the students for how I dressed, she just looked at me with such a horribly cruel face; no compassion.
I believe there was demonic influence directing these women; they all had the same contemptuous expression like they were the same person.
Some good years due to a Christian principal who brought light into the school. Very good years in grade five (I transferred schools) and grade 6.
Well this pattern of meeting these hateful people has continuued throughout my life. They are mostly women but some men have been like this too. A woman I had to work with looked at me with this hate-filled contempt and I just met her; it was the same look. It is like I am meeting the same person over and over again. I think it is a demon or demons who influence or possess people I come in contact with.
I know Satan and his demons hates Christians. Satan tries to make you afraid. He looks at you like he knows you, like he knows best and what he 'knows' about is you that you are bad and unworthy. But in reality, we are all unworthy. God is the one who is perfect. But if we believe Satan's lie, we become self-conscious and afraid and forget that we have God's grace.
God loves me and I do not want to forget that ever. When I meet people with their hateful expressions, I can get distracted sometimes. Sometimes pride wells up inside me and I think, "how dare you look at me like that!" instead of having the confidence to realize that God loves me and it doesn't matter what these people think. They are trying to distract me.
So I need prayers please. I need prayers so I have the strength not to allow these people to define me and distract me.
I mean, one time, at school, a man sat at my table and said, "You're not as nice as you seem", like he knew me. In reality, nobody is all nice anyway. But there was an accusing tone in his voice, like he knew me best.
I don't want anyone defining me but God. Please pray for me so I can stay strong in my faith and so I can be protected. So I don't lose sight. I don't want to be angry at these people who say these mean things or who look at me with contempt. I want to be able to brush their comments away like a piece of dust and focus on God. I know I need to pray. I do pray. Are there little prayers to say in the midst of this sort of thing, when I'm confronted with another person like this?
I remember when I first started turning to God and reading the bible. I was 16. When I was on the bus and this stranger sat infront of me on the bus and then turned around in their seat and said, "So you're reading the bible eh?" I was reading a little new testament and this person pops up out of nowhere and starts talking to me! The look on their face was scary. I know this is an example of demonic attack.
Please pray for me and my family.
