I'm going through some pain. Im very scared. Need encouragement.

Evan1996 · Jan 3, 2015

Hello everybody, thank you for clicking on my post. I'm Evan. As I write this, I'm going through some physical pain, with some mental stress as well. So over the past two months , I've had a health issue, I don't really want to go into details because its kind of embarrassing . I looked up some of the symptoms that I have , some websites say It could be just an infection, and others say it could be cancerous. I'm going to see a doctor soon, but I just have so much fear right now because Im only 18 years old and I don't want to die this young from cancer . That actually isn't my biggest fear. My biggest fear is dying and going to hell. I've sinned a lot in my life. Most of my sins are sexual desires and pornography. I hope god can forgive me for my sins and heal me so I can live life with Jesus. I'm tired of having doubts if I'l make it into heaven. I just want to be sure. I ask for prayer and encouragement , and I ask for faith. I'm very fearful of the future right now, and I just need to believe that whatever happens, Jesus is with me all the way. Its difficult to have faith when you feel like you're in a dark place. I feel alone. Please pray for me.

crmvet · Jan 3, 2015

Isaiah 53:5

Evan1996 · Jan 3, 2015

Thank you. God bless.

Joidevivre · Jan 3, 2015

Lord,

Bring Evan into the truth of what being in Christ means to him - the truth that he is loved unconditionally, and that there is nothing that you don't forgive when repented of. Speak peace to his heart and assurance that nothing can separate him from your great love and your presence.

May his fears fall away with the knowledge that his life is now in your hands. May the doctor find exactly what is going on in his body and with your wisdom help Evan to wholeness. Heal his need for pornography and fill this boy with your Spirit to be "living water" to his soul.

Amen.

(Evan - leave websites alone and visit your doctor. Things aren't usually as bad as trying to diagnose yourself. And fear lives in your imagination ...the "what if". Today you haven't been diagnosed with anything. Your body is just telling you to have it checked out through the pain you are experiencing. )

Evan1996 · Jan 3, 2015

Thank you. After spending a few minutes on this website. I've seem to felt some comfort. I feel that Jesus is with me at this moment. I think he's telling me that everything is going to be okay. I will be visiting my doctor soon. I will definitely stay off any porn. Right now, I'm focused on Jesus. Thank you for replying to my post. I will be able to sleep more soundly tonight. God bless.

psychomom · Jan 3, 2015

Father, sometimes we need to be carried, and i ask you to carry Evan to Your Word.
please show him there all Your great and precious Promises to him in Christ.
allay his fears...replace them with Your peace,
for Jesus' sake, amen.

RememberTheSabbathDay · Jan 4, 2015

Evan1996 said:

Evan,

Praise God that u realize u must turn away from the way of destruction before it totally takes u to a point of no return. Also find a accountable brother in Christ who will help u b accountable for ur actions..one who will encourage u and one who will b honest with u because he has brotherly love for u.. Who know why u have come down this road in life at such a time as this.. Also masturbation has side effects.
My son, if thou wilt receive my words, and hide my commandments with thee; So that thou incline thine ear unto wisdom, and apply thine heart to understanding; Yea, if thou criest after knowledge, and liftest up thy voice for understanding; If thou seeketh her as silver, and searchest for her as for hid treasures, then shalt thou understand the fear of the LORD, and find the knowledge of God. For the LORD giveth wisdom: out of his mouth cometh knowledge and understanding. Proverbs 2:1-6

Siberian_Khatru · Jan 4, 2015

I hope the fear you've mentioned ebbs, and that more of a reverence for His authority and grace abounds.

VioletReigns · Jan 4, 2015

Faithful Father, may Your weight of glory fall onto our beloved brother Evan that he know he is cleansed in Jesus Christ the Lord!! May the Resurrecting power of life in Christ Jesus open Evan's eyes and make him know how loved and cherished he is in You, Merciful Father!! Light of Life, give our brother sight! Breath of Heaven, make Evan renewed! Shine, Jesus, shine in Evan right now and always!! And we ask for healing for his body, Lord!! We thank You now for Your faithful answer to these prayers! Hallelujah! \

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levi85 · Jan 4, 2015

Lord Jesus bless Evan 1996, and make him free from all these negative stuffs, Amen

butterfly712 · Jan 4, 2015

I'm so sorry to hear this Evan,I'm praying for you.

blue_ladybug · Jan 4, 2015

speaking as a person who lives with chronic pain and has also been through cancer, let me say that you cant focus on the bad that might happen. stay focused on Jesus and know that he is with you in this and he's in control and no matter what, it will all be okay. Please read my depression thread below in my signature, and go to the testimonies forum to the thread I wrote recently entitled "lady blues testimony-through my pain." It is my account of what I have learned recently from being bedridden in pain for 3 weeks. May it bless and inspire you. Message me if you ever want to talk about anything.

inloveandhopless · Jan 4, 2015

Praying for you to have faith and strength

JDecree · Jan 4, 2015

Praying for you man...health issues can definitely be scary

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^I hope God through this ministry will bless you as He did me

Angela53510 · Jan 4, 2015

What Joiedevivre said!

First WebMD is not your friend! Go to a doctor immediately. You are worrying about something you do not even know whether you have it or not.

As for the sexual sin, it seems like you do not know Jesus Christ as your Saviour. God sent him to die in our place for our sins, but you must repent, and turn away from this evil. Ask the Holy Spirit to help you trust God, to overcome these sins and temptations, and for your condition to not be serious.

Cancer can be beaten, but only if you catch it on time. If you do not see a doctor, and it is cancer, then you will get worse, and probably die sooner than later.

Praying you get the help you need, and for Jesus Christ to be real in your life!

Evan1996 · Jan 4, 2015

Hey everyone. Thanks and God bless to all who have prayed for me. I'm feeling a lot better today. I'm not worried about it anymore and the physical pain is going away. I will be seeing a doctor this week, probably Wednesday. After I get evaluated, I will update everyone. Once again, thank you all so much for your prayers. I feel God's healing power. I hope that I can give my life to God for healing me . I will have a lot of work to do lol. But I know now that masturbation and pornography will lead me to destruction. I pray for the strength to resist temptation. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

bettypeace · Jan 4, 2015

Loneliness is a terrible thing, but we can find comfort knowing we are never really alone as believers. Peace comes knowing that. Think of the good things you have in your life, not the negative. Thinking of the good things you have will ease the pain of your loneliness. We all have our trials, but we must tap into the positive energy of God's love. Pain comes to all of us at different times, bearing it as Christ did on the cross will make us strong. When the naysayers attack us, we will not be effected, because we are confident in the love that God has for us and we are strong. God bless, and I love you, as all the Christian community does.

VioletReigns · Jan 5, 2015

Loving Father, we thank You for your mercy and faithfulness in delivering our dear brother from temptation and healing his body of pain. We rejoice with him that he is feeling better and that You have him in Your hands and renewing him in Your Holy Spirit in Jesus. Glory to Your name!! We ask that Evan continue to be victorious in You alone and that his eyes keep turning toward You, in trials and in days of joy & peace. Thank You, Lord Jesus for loving and caring for our brother, Evan!!

BurdenBarer4U · Jan 8, 2015

High Evan, God Bless you Brother for being honest and asking
for help. You have made the biggest right decision in your life!
God is dealing with you right now and Loves you so much, that
he through these dark trials is drawing you unto himself!

But Satan is after you as well, and you need to make a full commitment
to stand and serve Christ now before Satan takes you off the deep end
as he has millions of other young people! I went through the same
thing that you did, and ever was close to committing suicide
with a gun! It wasn't until then at my lowest moment that I cried
out to the Lord for help, and he came down in a incredible,
might, and powerful way and filled me with the Holy Ghost!

That changed everything, my disease was healed, my sin was gone
the depression was gone and the greatest of it all was that he filled
me with such a powerful Joy, that I cant describe!
From then on out, the Holy Ghost gave me the power to live and stand for him!
I know that God can do for You the same,
and everything else will work out for Gods Glory!
But what ever you do, don't ever let Satan tell you its to late!

I'm sending You 4 powerful songs that I know will help you
more than you could know! PLEASE, PLEASE watch them each on in the
order that I have sent them to you!
1) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIR-kE2MXzY
2)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cxzdtZi8Qn4
3)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTBw8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4JC_jHMbRlk

BurdenBarer4U · Jan 8, 2015

Evan this is the 4th song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTBw84Jv79I

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