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hey.. umm what happens when you call a suicide hotline cuz I don't want them to send an ambulance... I am very depressed and contemplating an overdose.I know that this is NOT the answer but satan seems to be pulling my weaknesses.... I really want to talk to someone but Im really scared and this is kind of courageous for me right now .... I need help


PS I have had counseling and meds for YEARS and just got out of a hospital.... feeling hopeless cuz nothing seems to be working.... And plz.... dont judge me......

why do you feel the way you do?

Amen friend would you like to join me the in the prayer room so that we can talk to our Father who loves us very much about these matters?

It is anonymous...

Being a person who has tried to commit suicide through medication I AM HERE FOR YOU! Please if you need to talk to someone we have chat rooms of loving Christians, and I am more then willing to talk to you...

my sister was screaming at me because I keep on using her stuff. Its kind of stupid but life is really kicking at me. Im pressured because I feel overweight and my mom is a health freak, and my grades are low because I missed 2 weeks of school during the report cards. I am usually an all A student... I have never had a traumatic experience that would make me feel this way. I feel pressured because I cannot live up to expectations and that my mental health is not getting better.... just hopeless! I just feel like it would be better if i wasnt here because my mom wouldnt have to pay so much money for my treatment that seems to not be working. Little things are just setting me off and the scars on my arms dont help either..... I want to get better, but i cant just turn on a "happy" switch that will turn everything upside-down. What do i do?

You need a hug ....

I don't say that in a negative way either, a hug helps alot...


I am going to tell you something that no one knows...

I suffer from chronic depression and anxiety. I put up a facade (front) so others don't see my sorrow.
Around few weeks ago I was up late at night reading my Bible and for some reason I started crying... At first it was just a tear of joy but what followed was 30 minutes of non stop crying... I could not stop for the life of me... It seemed like every scrape, cut, and bruise from emotional and physical pain pored out of my soul...

I cried so much that my throat honestly still is sore and dry feeling. When it was all said and done I felt like a thousand pounds had been lifted off my chest... I felt like the shackles had been removed from my feet. And I laughed- not as you laugh at a joke. But with the most happiness I felt in my life...

That happiness I felt made every ounce of pain I have ever felt seem like a grain of sand compared to the whole beach...

SOMETIMES THE BEST THING TO DO IS CRY...

I know you don't understand what I am saying fully, I know all you feel is pain and sorrow, But I HOPE AND PRAY WITH ALL MY HEART YOU CAN BE BLESSED WITH MORE HAPPINESS THEN I HAVE EVER HAD. No one I don't care who they are deserves pain and sorrow...

[SUP]Matthew 11:28-30
28 [/SUP]Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.[SUP]29 [/SUP]Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.[SUP]30 [/SUP]For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”

Thessalonians 1:6
[SUP]6 [/SUP]So you received the message with joy from the Holy Spirit in spite of the severe suffering it brought you. In this way, you imitated both us and the Lord.

Please call the suicide hot line. You are young and you have your entire life ahead of you. God loves you.

Right now, you are suffering from a serious disease. If you had a heart attack, would you say "do not phone 911?" No, you would do it immediately or you would die.

Depression is a real illness. I was seriously depressed in my teens, and again when I was in my early 50's due to severe, painful and debilitating Rheumatoid Disease. I had my life stolen from me. I was bed ridden and in agony.

But God gave me back my life, and he healed my heart and soul. He can heal you. Not getting straight A's is perfectionism, which is another sign of depression. Blowing up the fight with your sister out of proportion is another sign of depression.

I urge you to talk to someone here, or on 911. It is a battle - depression, but you can be helped. Use all the resources available - secular, church and people here.

I am praying for you.

Putting you in my prayers! God Bless your soul and i hope you find peace tonight.

Huge hugs littlebitStronger, wonderful love and help already shown to you by others here.
And they are good people you can trust.
I just want to say I agree with all already said.
I hope you have taken their advise to heart.
I am praying now for you and will continue to in Jesus, for all that is His healing love, care and the joy of salvation.

Huge hugs again
God bless
pickles

Dear Child Of God,

I am going to share with you some things I hope will help you, I am not a judge nor am I going to judge you, I am just a man that has sinned and turning away from those things of old, I wish I knew where you were so we could talk as I have had a lot of the same problems, your not alone here now in the flesh as we are fighting against powers that have been lieing to us for a long time and only when we are apart from God he makes his move against us I wish you would believe me when I tell you that you are a great person with so much to offer to so many and you can and will get past this because you are Gods and he makes no mistakes, you are special in every thing and way, the blessing you can be bringing to every one around you. my heart goes out to you in these trouble times as I said before I fight against these same things time to time which at times never seems to let up and only when I go to him and lift up my true heart he delivers me from those things of old.
Remember greater in YOU then he of this world. God knows every hair upon your head, he knows every thing about you and what hurts your heart, we are his children and when we get pulled away from him we get lost, listen you will here the shepards voice calling, go to him he will feed you with the things of heaven and truth, Please feel free to contact me direct, we can help each other as when there are two or more Christ will be in the middle. I am just a simple man whom loves God and all his chidren as we have a loving true God that is and always will be there for us when we listen.
God Bless you in Jesus Christ our Lord and saviour. I pray you write as I await to here from you, and I will be praying that you know how much you are needed now here on earth as God has put you here, he did not ask you if wanted to be here you are a part of he's plan. a perfect plan.

I came very close to suicide once. I had been going thru a divorce and the pain just got worse with time. Then one day on a warm spring morning, while walking from my car to the office, I calmly decided to kill myself and started to plan it out. Then I became scared because I realized that I had transitioned from talking about suicide, internally, to planning it out. I knew I was close to doing the unthinkable.

I made an appointment to talk with a psychologist that day. One thing he said to me was "You do not seem to fit the normal pattern. Yes, divorce is painful but after a year or two people recover. You are getting worse. SO, I will see you again, but only if you promise to talk to your doctor and request him to do some blood work to see if something medical is under pinning your depression." I thought he was nuts, but I agreed and had some blood work done. In the end, my thyroid was not working and was the cause of my depression.

I have no clue what is causing your depression. I don't judge you as I was in the same boat. I just hope you find a solution. You are of value. I will be praying for you.