In the fight for my life.

I've posted on here before. It's never gone this far though.

I've been struggling with fear, anxiety, addiction, being molested, being emotionally abused, controlled, manipulated. Abandoned by friends and family.

I've been persecuted, suffered for my sins, the sins of others, had my life threatened. I've rebelled. Came back. Somehow ended up worshipping the devil or practicing divination unintentionally?

I'm lost, confused, overtaken, in bondage, in pain, in doubt, in sin.

ALL at the same time.

I need your prayers to try to get through.

I will be praying for you! What a horrible thing to go thru..I have been there myself. Get your bible out and read some psalms.....

Proverbs 3:5-6

Father thank you for giving him joy and peace in Jesus name , amen

Lord we pray for jeremyd, help him to come out of the confusion he is in. Let him repent of his sins. Lord you said in your word.

[h=3]Isaiah 1:18[/h]King James Version (KJV)

[SUP]18 [/SUP]Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.



Help him to repent and come out of his sins. Purge him of all inrighteousness, Let him who seek thee never be disheartened. Thank you Good Lord for hearing our prayers

Jeremy, Jesus has already won victory over all you speak to here, this victory is already yours in Jesus.
Know this in faith, and trust Jesus, he will bring all to pass.
I witness to this as Jesus overcame much the same in me and I know He will for you.
Praying for you in Jesus's name for all compleation of His loving victory in you.


God bless
pickles

It's possible to break away from Him. Too much punishment, too much pain. The heart closes on it's own, hardens. Satan says I don't have to take it. God says it's your choice. What human wouldn't act and react towards sin. The natural versus the supernatural and faith just vaporizes if I go in any direction. Too much demonic activity to go forward, too much to stay put.

Jeremy these things can help in the fight despite them being very whaaat..

try to stay as calm as possible because when you get agitated it only fuels the bad thoughts, learn to relax just keep repeating to yourself relax and accept His grace as sufficient enough, the heart will get sick but what I learned is the more i tried to sort of keep what the Lord gave the more I focused on it and lost it and panicked, so avoid panic, just keep repeating it to yourself and lastly just wait, God will restore you and this part is tougher but after a while you might end where I am hopefully not but these things will help, and also the feelings are not sin, its when you act on them that its sin, ALSO a brother told me a while back its not the thought that is sin, its what you do with the thought, so if I act on it yeah i sin, and if i keep on that thought yeah its sin, but if I let it pass and focus on the good just thinking biblical thoughts it goes away and the enemy has no more power you disarmed the fiery darts he throws!

I have been there. Everything you have said I have also experienced. Not that I am denying or mitigating what you have been thru.

I found my healing in deliverance. It was an obvious choice for me. Demons made my life torment. I am free of the demonic torment and I am almost healed of all the scars of my past. God has been good to me.