It's going to be awhile...

before things get better. I need strength to continue on my journey with God. I'm blinded by my rage. God help me.

will pray for you jeremyd, God be with you x

I pray that His arms hold will hold you....He can and will sustain you through this. I pray you can hear Him....allow Him to restore and repair your broken heart. As He does, you will deepen your relationship with Him, beyond anything you thought possible. He will Bless you in your weakness, He is strong to save, mighty and gentle....May you know His presence, be refreshed, washed by His Holy Spirit so all the rage and anger slips, melts away.....falling away ....gone....and His Word grows in you, overwhelming you, lifting you. I pray for you to sit at His feet, allow your tears to flow and His gentle touch will dry your eyes and fill your healed heart with abundant never failing love. God Bless you as you are healed and restored, precious son of the King of Kings. In His name, <><

I pray that God gives you strength and eases your pain.

I'm sorry to hear you are struggling. Where is your rage coming from, is it one issue or are you being hit with lots of problems all at once?I am praying for you and I urge you to pray to God, even if you don't have the strength to. May God release you from your rage and give you peace. May God provide you with the wisdom to deal your stress,may He provide you with strength instead of anger. May God give you people around you to give you support and hope. God bless.

Praying for peace, healing and God's love to fill you in Jesus Christ is Lord.

God bless
pickles

God is able, more than able to solve all your issues and heal your heart. By the power of the blood, all sins are washed away. flee my brother flee from rage for the devil wants to take you down. sing hymns and pray, the Lord will heal your heart. i do pray all goes well with you

Don't give up friend, you keep praying to God and asking for his peace. The feeling of rage can keep our mind busy and often cause us to forget that God can really assist us with many things, so don't feel bad when all seems to heavy or hopeless. We are here with you and praying along side with you to find peace and be able to keep walking forward in Jesus Christ name

God Bless!!

I am here with the others for you in prayer. We are called to Praise Him during our struggles. Just remember He so loves you.

LORD God Almighty Blessed be Your Holy name I lift up Jeremyd to You and ask that You provide the strength that he needs to take this journey. I ask that You hold his heart in Your hands and turn it. I ask that You remove the rage he has inside and replace it with Your peace and divine love so that he can be calm. I sprinkle the blood of Jesus upon him to protect him from any attacks that will enrage him more. Be present in Him LORD and continue to renew his mind so that he can be transformed and be a new creation in Christ. I ask all this in Jesus name. Amen.

Don't give up the rage you feel will pass. Sing praises to the LORD exalt His name and the rage subsides.

Rage is not nothing but what is for the world, knowing we are not of this world should and will bring you closer to God when you seek his will instead of his want to be, worship him the true God with all your heart soul and strenght and release the greatness power of which has been given you freely by Christ through his strips, you shall prevail brother even in utterly the darkest hours of your life, better things are in store for you when you humble yourself before him, in the name of Jesus Christ I relay these words as they are true and are faithful. Amen

Just wondering how you are doing? Know that you have many hear thinking of you and praying for you amidst your struggles. God Bless you precious son. <><

I can't believe the outpouring of love and support. Thank you to everyone, but most importantly to Jesus. He lives. He has kept me and will hardly let me move myself from His hands. I am still struggling, but with an all out attempt on severing as much sin as possible at the hand and the head. I have been completely engulfed in belief and faith and hope and love and joined to Christ.

I can't do it any more by my own strength. I'm so thankful that you've brought me here, Jesus. Please just continue to be my help and just to bring it to you and leave it with you. I'm tired of holding on and I'm sure that you need me to let go now. I know i'm forgiven for everything. Please, please keep satan under hand so that you can finish what you've intended. Help me to understand and to discern, to trust and to love everyone around me. To not make assumptions, to cut off sin and to convict and to learn. I pray all this in Jesus name

Are you OK? are you safe? do you have people around you Jeremy? I know you do have such a faith in Jesus...but He does put people around us to give us practical love and support in times of struggle...I hope you are not alone? I read you are so tired, are you getting sleep? too much? are you eating? so many questions I am sure you will visit a doctor? if you think you would benefit from that? We do not need you to let go brother! Praying for you, In His name, <><

I'm not sure honestly. I think i'm safe. I just have one to many problems. I'm left in this precarious situation where I have to love a mother who never loved me and try to be lead by a father who just came to Christ. I'm literally being thrown wave after wave of affliction and torment. I've been walking through darkness for the past two years with little light. And situations that are just too unbearably painful to even dwell on.

I just have to keep moving and do the best I can, but I'm stuck in between doing what I can and just letting God do what He can. It's very uncomfortable. I'm in a constant state of chaos and confusion. I can barely pray, but God is somewhere in here, I know it. I just can't see it all the time.

I'm eating and sleeping ok, better than I was a few months ago. I've lost friends and what feels like family. I've been abandoned, controlled, and manipulated by everyone around me. I'm just hanging on for dear life. And this is all in addition to my own addiction problems. Just way to much to try to function with. A counselor would be helpful. Thank you for your thoughts.

I could continue to use prayer. Thank you.

Jeremy, I used to have a huge temper and I was angry about everything. God led me to an amazing book, which is all the Scriptures in the Bible on anger, forgiveness and being at peace. I would urge you to get it. You could read the Bible for a long time and not find all these pivotal verses all in one place.

It is called "The Peacemaker: A Biblical Guide to Resolving Personal Conflict" by Ken Sande.

And I will be praying for you. PM me if you want to talk about this. I've been through a lot and seen too much too. God bless!