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I married my husband right after high school and that was almost 25 years ago. In August I found out he was involved in several on-line dating sites and confronted him about it. First he lied and said he wasn't involved, then finally admitted he was but he would stop and never do it again. I haven't found any more evidence that he has been or that he has ever had a physical affair. I wanted to make my marriage better so he wouldn't be tempted again and stayed, but have been suspicious of every little thing he does. Yesterday, I found out (not from him!!!!) he has been taking male enhancement pills since June. First he said they were "for me" and then he said they were prescribed by a Dr. to give him more energy. I am tired of not trusting my husband and he is angry that I keep accusing him of wrong-doing. I've prayed and cried and screamed til I'm exhausted. He swears he loves me and nothing is going on anymore. But he also refuses to actually talk much about it and has never apologized. I don't want a divorce but I am confused, scared, and tired! I keep praying for God to give me the strength and wisdom to either love him again or leave him. And I am getting no answers.