God will never leave you nor forsake you. Even if you do feel him around him doesn't mean that he's not there. Just talk to him and open your heart and he will respond to you. After a while you will start to feel his presence near you. It may seem like nothing is going well in life but God sees that and make good out of them. Just have faith in him and start to believe ,until you get to the point that you don't doubt it, that good always happens and it will come to pass. What you take to the heart ,without doubt, is what will become. Change your prospective of life and you will see things changing for the good. If you want friends then become friendly. What you sow is what you reap. I will be your friend and do not feel that I can't answer a question. I will answer any questions that you have. I will send you a friend request and you can talk to me about your problems.
I have faith that this verse from the old testament will help
Psalms 143-8
"Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee."