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i never thought i'd post on one of these things but i don't really have anywhere else to turn right now. i have been struggling with suicidal thoughts for a while now and lately things have just gotten worse. i'm tired. i have failed at pretty much everything in life including my struggles with addiction and i just want it to be over. i can't talk to any of the few friends i have about anything because they would not understand. my family is all caught up in their own lives and wouldn't be any help anyway. as a christian i know it's wrong and i feel guilty and ashamed for even having these thoughts and feelings but i just want the pain to stop. please pray. something's gotta give.