Dearest Joy,
I pray that God removes this anger from your heart and soul. Please read my answer to your other post, I think you'll appreciate it. Right now I want you to list 10 gifts from God. I know you can do it. They are everywhere and they bring nothing but joy. I'll start the list:
1. A stranger's smile today.
2. The sunrise this morning and the sunset this evening.
3. Our beautiful country celebrated it's 237th birthday yesterday.