I will be praying for you. You need to wait on God. Don't stop praying. God's time is always perfect. Things will be alright! I agree with damombomb! A church is a great way to make friends and find people in your life to fellowship with. I know it can be rough sometimes, but always trust in God and love him! Never give up on life, make the best of it! God loves you very much and is hearing those prayers! Trust me! He is your best friend! God Bless! I hope this helps you!