please please please pray for me

levelmymindbyfaith22 · Oct 28, 2012

I can'tkeep it bottles up anymore. I can't hold it all in like I have before. Thisweight on my shoulders is getting to much to bare. I need God, I need Jesus, I need prayer.

I don;t know what to do anymore. I can't keep pretending to be strong when I am not. I have these girls at my new job who are so mean and rude to me to the point where they make me cry and make me hate going to work. I have a boyfriend who says he loves me but i don't hear from him for days. I am a single Mom and I fear I am not being a good parent cause I can't always be there for my son. I have all this anger built up inside me from years of child abuse (physical, mental and emotional) as well as from an alcoholic mom who never cared about anything but herself anda dad who was never really in mylife and when he was he was drunk or high. I have never talked to anyone about any of this and I can't keep holding it in. it is destroying me. I want tobe normal and I can't I am far from it and I am broken inside. I was so close to God and now I feel so far away. Pleas pray for me.

On top of all that my sons grandmother has a brain tumor that has grown back. Sheis only in her 50's. and my grandmother is not responding at all due to alzhimers and dementia. please pray for them. Also pray for my mom who is a recovering alcoholic and bipolar.

damombomb · Oct 28, 2012

Father thank you for giving her peace and strength and to know the battle is yours . heal her from all her past hurt and replace it with your
loving kindness and joy. restore her to yourself and turn it all around. Thank you for healing her family.
In Jesus name amen

OFM · Oct 29, 2012

i will be praying very much alot my heart goes out too you amen.

libertygirl · Oct 29, 2012

I will be praying!

*Hugs*

God loves you, He's going to carry you through the storm. Amen.

Adrianv125 · Oct 29, 2012

Dear friend,

I do not comprehend in the minimum anything that you are feeling or going through. But I am driven by compassion to beg you to draw to God. Call His name, ask Him for help. He will be there before the people at the emergency line will. He is readily available to all who call His name. Shed all your tears and all the worries of your heart with Him, you and Him alone. Ask Him to bring the peace that surpasses all understanding into your heart, mind and soul. Ask Him to stop the enemy from sending fiery darts at you. And more than anything, ask Him to control you everything that goes into you and comes out from you with the power of His Holy Spirit. He loves you soooo much. He loves you so much that He would've rather have died, and He did, than be without you. Just draw near to Him, He wants to comfort you. I will pray for you!

loveme1 · Oct 29, 2012

levelmymindbyfaith22 said:

Look back not at the darkness my friend, if thoughts come to mind then forgive those that hurt you.

Call out and ask Yahshua the Messiah to come into your heart and set you free.

Let him take the weight from your shoulder my friend.

There is a game some people play to make themselves feel good and that is to make fun of another....

There is no comfort for those that Love not their neighbour, so they fill their emptiness with "hate"...

When your foundation is Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah the Light from within you will lighten up their darkness for you will love them that despise you.

Peace and Blessings my friend, in my prayer you will be.

pickles · Oct 29, 2012

Hugs, praying for you , your grandma and all your needs and healing in Jesus Christ is Lord.

Hugs and God bless
pickles

HeraldtheNews · Oct 29, 2012

levelmymindbyfaith22 said:

I'll pray tonight for this--
When in a crisis-- TRIAGE; That's what they do in emergency treatment. Call a crisis line too. It means taking care of the worst emergency first, and then the rest. It's probably not a good idea to try to resolve the past issues right now, as this will bring up more crisis; Try and find a compassionate lady counselor or pastor for this.

And, try to focus on the positive:
You have a job.
You have a child.
Your child has a mother.
You care about your child.
A boy friend that might really love you.
You are seeking help from God and friends.
You have a place to live.
You're young, with many years to resolve all this--

You're situation sounds hopeful, not desperate--

psychomom · Oct 29, 2012

Sweetheart! I hear the pain in your words, and I very clearly remember being in such a place a few times, too.
It seems dreadful, and in some ways it really is.

You feel lost and alone and like the world is breaking into pieces and you're not sure where you'll end up?
Beloved of your Father, you were never meant to bottle it up, or to carry this weight!
You have bravely tried, and you're cracking under the pressure of burdens that the Lord wishes to carry for you, honey!

As to the women at work--it's so easy for me to say, ignore them. As loveme1 wisely pointed out, if they don't have access to the Source of love, they can't possibly offer real love to anyone, and they need to feel important. They matter to God, but have not received the grace He offers, and have none to give. We feel sorry for them, because now they band together against God's elect (you!), and that is a fearsome place to stand! *eek!*
I know their barbs hurt. Run to Jesus when they hurt you, and pray for them, and seek God's protection. Make sure your Armor is on when you go to work. I am asking the Lord to make their tongues cease against you, for your sake and for their own.

The very fact you worry about being a good mommy means you're a pretty good mommy.

There are books galore on the subject, and if you need recommendations, I'm sure we could do that. Better still, though, to find an older Christian woman at your church, or even a few of them--ladies you respect who have grown children, to offer ideas and advice from their years of raising their own kiddos. There's wisdom in a multitude of counselors, right?

I am asking the Lord to give you wise counsel regarding your little one.
My husband's sister worked all the years of her son's life. She was divorced, and she had to work from the time he was six weeks old.
And our nephew is (now 37) one of the most wonderful men I know. ♥
God is great at putting the right people in children's lives, and so I ask Him to do that for your child. He loves your baby!

I'm so sorry about your son's grandmother, and your own. I am asking the Lord to care for them, to let them know they're not alone.
And I see the heart of Jesus in your prayer for you mom (and I pray for her!). I encourage you to let the past go. That you ask for prayer for her shows your forgiveness, and I am asking the Lord to make that forgiveness complete in your heart, so no bitterness will take root there.

Beloved, why try to be strong? We are dust, and sheep. We have no strength in and of ourselves, but we have access to the Source of true strength in Christ Jesus! ♥
Allow Him to be your strength, and to make His strength perfect in your weakness. Trying to be strong is exhausting, as I'm sure you know too well, dear child. Think for a moment...is this what you would require from, or even want for your little one? Your perfect Father in heaven does not wish that for you, either. In Jesus He has given us everything we need now, and ever will need. (thank You, Lord God!)

I'm sorry to babble at you, honey. Thanks for reading all of this. If there is anything concrete (other than pray) I can do for you, I will. ♥
Please drop these burdens at the foot of the cross of Jesus, where they belong. His yoke is easy, and His burden is light. He was talking to you when he spoke of those who are weary and heavy laden, dear one!

“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. “Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and YOU WILL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS. “For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” (Matt. 11:28-30)

I pray you receive His rest, with a mother's love,
ellie

nw2u · Oct 29, 2012

Prayers sent.

simplyme_bekah · Oct 29, 2012

Hi sweetie. I just want you to know that I have prayed for you. You know Jesus is all the strength that you need and he is very good at giving it to us right when we need it. You are buying into a lie from the devil that you are all alone. Our Jesus never leaves nor forsakes his children ever. You have to believe that with all of your heart and pray and ask Him to reveal that truth to your heart. I know that God has a plan for his children, all of them. The devil is taking your fears and using them against you. When you feel yourself fill up with fear....repent it, rebuke it, and ask God to put it to death okay? I will keep you in my prayers. God never ever ever lets go of His children. Let the truth of those words fill up your heart. <3

Newme22 · Oct 30, 2012

CAST ALL YOUR CARES UPON JESUS BECAUSE HE CARES FOR U AS HE SAY IN HIS WORD.TRUST IN HIM. THE SAME WAY U R CRYING OUT FOR SOMEONE TO PRAY FOR U..CALL OUT TO GOD AND TAKE IT TO HIM BECAUSE HE HAS THE POWER..HAVE FAITH IN HIM BECAUSE HE LOVES AND HEARS YOU. HE IS TRING TO DRAW U CLOSER TO HIM.YOU R STRONG THRU YOUR WEAKNESS AND THERE'S NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD. SURRENDER AND REPENT AND IF U KEEP YOUR MIND ON HIM HE WILL KEEP U IN PERFECT PEACE! BUT TAKE IT TO GOD AND LEAVE IT THERE IN FAITH TRUST HE WILL WORK IT OUT. NO MAN CAN GIVE U WHAT GOD CAN GIVE U.AND NO MAN CAN LOVE U THE WAY GOD CAN. PUT HIM FIRST AND NOONE EELSE BEFORE HIM BEC HE IS A JEALOUS GOD AND HAS TO BE FIRST IN YOUR LIFE.MAKE UP YOUR CHOICE WHILE U HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY. TURN AWAY FROM YOUR SIN AND FOLLOW HIM..THAT'S THE START OF YOUR PEACE AND HAPPINESS.U WILL STILL HAVE TRIALS BUT GOD WILL BE WITH U AND HAVE UR BACK. AND IF U SEEK HIM FIRST THEN HE WILL GIVE U THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART AND THE REST WILL FOLLOW. WE CAN PRAY BUT U MUST SEEK GOD FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR OWN SOUL...IN JESUS NAME WE PRAY THAT U HEAL ALL HURT.AND LET HER BROKENESS DRAW HER CLOSER TO U.DELIVER.SAVE AND HELP HER TO BE EVERYTHING U WOULD HAVE HER TO BE IN JESUS NAME.AMEN

shekaniah · Oct 30, 2012

psychomom said:

Sweetheart! I hear the pain in your words, and I very clearly remember being in such a place a few times, too.
It seems dreadful, and in some ways it really is.

You feel lost and alone and like the world is breaking into pieces and you're not sure where you'll end up?
Beloved of your Father, you were never meant to bottle it up, or to carry this weight!
You have bravely tried, and you're cracking under the pressure of burdens that the Lord wishes to carry for you, honey!

As to the women at work--it's so easy for me to say, ignore them. As loveme1 wisely pointed out, if they don't have access to the Source of love, they can't possibly offer real love to anyone, and they need to feel important. They matter to God, but have not received the grace He offers, and have none to give. We feel sorry for them, because now they band together against God's elect (you!), and that is a fearsome place to stand! *eek!*
I know their barbs hurt. Run to Jesus when they hurt you, and pray for them, and seek God's protection. Make sure your Armor is on when you go to work. I am asking the Lord to make their tongues cease against you, for your sake and for their own.

The very fact you worry about being a good mommy means you're a pretty good mommy.

There are books galore on the subject, and if you need recommendations, I'm sure we could do that. Better still, though, to find an older Christian woman at your church, or even a few of them--ladies you respect who have grown children, to offer ideas and advice from their years of raising their own kiddos. There's wisdom in a multitude of counselors, right?

I am asking the Lord to give you wise counsel regarding your little one.
My husband's sister worked all the years of her son's life. She was divorced, and she had to work from the time he was six weeks old.
And our nephew is (now 37) one of the most wonderful men I know. ♥
God is great at putting the right people in children's lives, and so I ask Him to do that for your child. He loves your baby!

I'm so sorry about your son's grandmother, and your own. I am asking the Lord to care for them, to let them know they're not alone.
And I see the heart of Jesus in your prayer for you mom (and I pray for her!). I encourage you to let the past go. That you ask for prayer for her shows your forgiveness, and I am asking the Lord to make that forgiveness complete in your heart, so no bitterness will take root there.

Beloved, why try to be strong? We are dust, and sheep. We have no strength in and of ourselves, but we have access to the Source of true strength in Christ Jesus! ♥
Allow Him to be your strength, and to make His strength perfect in your weakness. Trying to be strong is exhausting, as I'm sure you know too well, dear child. Think for a moment...is this what you would require from, or even want for your little one? Your perfect Father in heaven does not wish that for you, either. In Jesus He has given us everything we need now, and ever will need. (thank You, Lord God!)

I'm sorry to babble at you, honey. Thanks for reading all of this. If there is anything concrete (other than pray) I can do for you, I will. ♥
Please drop these burdens at the foot of the cross of Jesus, where they belong. His yoke is easy, and His burden is light. He was talking to you when he spoke of those who are weary and heavy laden, dear one!

“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. “Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and YOU WILL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS. “For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” (Matt. 11:28-30)

I pray you receive His rest, with a mother's love,
ellie

Beautiful...
Agreeing in the love of Jesus, Amen

levelmymindbyfaith22 · Nov 26, 2012

While I am reading your message I am crying. I know God. I know he loves me, but the enemy won over by using my weaknesses against me and it brought me into this depression. I guess for the slight second I broke from the word and fell into my old ways I was captured again by my weaknesses and the enemy took his chance and went for it. I have decided to get some help like to talk to a counselor cause I seriously can't keep it bottled up any longer.

redeemedbeliver10 · Nov 26, 2012

You ARE strong because of the force that is on your side, dont let the enemy tell you any different. But we r only human and sometimes we do hit hard times and feel too weak to handle it all, just remeber the phillipian scripture stating " I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me" as far as the young ladies at your job lalways b kind and never stoop to their level, leave them to the wrath of God ( and if you understand how powerful He is you pray that he have mercy on them) b a good girlfriend never nagging bitter or lazy but leave the rest to God ( he may not b the 1) believe that Jesus Christ is a healer for the sick in your family and stay encouraged my sister I love you and you are definitely in my prayers..... Trouble dnt last always

levelmymindbyfaith22 · Nov 26, 2012

Psychomom...Thank you so much for taking the time to read my post. Just like most of the other posts I am crying, but with yours it was well i could tell you wrote in sincerely from your heart and almost from experience and I thank you for that. I hate to sound like PITTY PARTY or in the need of sympathy or what have you, but I am almost certain that at least once in our lives we all reach the point of breaking. Ya know I thought I had it all figuered out. But here I am.... I know God I love God... at least I think I do. And here I am falling apart... I want to know how I can lay all of this at the cross. What do I do to let the burdens of my past Go? What do I do to let Go of it all and leave it in the hands of God? I feel like I am failing.

levelmymindbyfaith22 · Nov 26, 2012

Is it wrong to wish I just had no memory of my past, That it was all just swipped clean of all the bad things and I could only remember the good?? I wish I could wake up and be happy with my life, but something is stopping me from doing that. Why can't I just be happy? It is like I start to become happy and then something brings me back down. Like oh no you can't be happy, no no no. Not now not ever and then boom I am all depressed stuck in the past again.

pickles · Nov 26, 2012

Levalmyfaith,
Like you, I wanted to have my past remoeved, simply because it carried so much pain and effected my life in many ways.
I used to ask God why didnt you change the things that had happened?
I looked at my life and saw nothing that could be fixed, healed.
I cried out to Jesus asking why.
Jesus then said me, why do you look to the pain and past, when I am your hope and healing.
Keep your eyes on me, and I will heal you, I will remove the heart of stone and give you mine.
He has continued to bring His healing, comfort and love to my lfe since then.

Im glad you are going to find some one to talk to, I did also, and it helped so much.

You also remain in my prayers in Jesus.
Just keep looking to Jesus, He will bring the care and healing you need.

Huge hugs and God bless
pickles

psychomom · Nov 26, 2012

levelmymindbyfaith22 said:

pm sent, but I want to repeat this:
Please visit the prayer forum often.

I don't have all the answers, but when we come together as the Body of Christ, each of us help all of us. No one cares if it's every day.

God placed us here, together, to need one another, and each of us has a part to give. You bless us when you need us. It's the Body functioning the way it's intended to.

love to you, and much grace,
ellie

bobo · Nov 26, 2012

First things first make a list and deal which each thing one at a time. Ask the lord to show you what to do and to guide you at this terrable time.
As for the bullies at work God is no push over and neither are you ask the lord for strength in dealing with these horrable people and also ask God to deal with them .
A bulley is a coward stand your ground my love you have the lord right by your side i heard a story once that a woman was attacked by a man as she walked down an alley. Another woman came forward as she too had walked down the same alley just minuites before and had seen the man which she went on to identifie and he was arrested. The woman who witnessed the man asked the police to ask the man why he had not attacked her his replie was she had a man walking with her she replied to the police i never i was walking alone.

please please please pray for me

Member

Senior Member

OFM

Guest

libertygirl

Guest

Senior Member

Senior Member

Senior Member

Well-known member

psychomom

Guest

nw2u

Guest

simplyme_bekah

Guest

Newme22

Guest

shekaniah

Guest

Member

redeemedbeliver10

Guest

Member

Member

Senior Member

psychomom

Guest

bobo

Guest