Please Pray for Me!!

Does anyone ever feel totally useless, worthless, fat, ugly, untalented, and well just unworthy of everything. Well i do a lot and i hate feeling like it expectially when im telling people how amazin they are or go on a big rant on how God created them in his image and anything created by him is beautiful and could never be ugly. Lately my parents have been taking my siblings and i shopping and im tired of my parents telling me i need a bigger size or of me finding something totally cute but it looks terrible on me. Also my little sister who is a year younger looks amazing in literally everything she puts on. I try to work out but i have itt in my leg and it will hurt after a while, and starving mysrlf is just out of the question, and ive recently moved to Texas and my apartment im livng in has bad toilets so they dont akways flush so cant puke it up like i used to someyimes. And i cant diet cuz my parents always expect me to eat a lot so they get me a lot. I dont know what to do. And im tired of feelng like this cuz i feel like im being almost disrespectful to God, since he made me like this.

Lord Jesus if their is any infirmities, please heal, for your glory, Amen.

Psalm 18:28

Hey, we all feel that way sometimes. Especially us who like to encourage. I'm praying for you during all of this. It's hard when you have an ideal of what you feel like you should be and you don't seem to match up with it. That doesn't mean that you aren't on track to be the person God is preparing you to be. And it's hard when you're feelings keep telling you the opposite of what's true, which sometimes is the case with feelings. Not that you're feelings aren't valid or you don't have the right to feel or that God doesn't care about your feelings. That's not true. But I'll tell you what is true. You are a masterpiece of God. And I'll tell you what isn't, that you are any of those things (useless, worthless, ugly etc)

(PS you don't have to be a skinny to be beautiful. You're beautiful. End of story )

Goodness Double....do you have anybody with you? Is there family with you? I mean, if the only reason you're not puking up food is because the toilets aren't reliable, then we need to address your eating disorder. Like now, because those kinds of things can really take off before you know it. That being said, I pray to our Loving God of Israel that He touches your heart in such a way as to restore your child like knowledge of Him, trusting Him beyond all circumstance and that by faith you are healed of your insecurities and see the value in yourself, one of God's warriors, in Christ's name.

I am sorry that you are hurting, and I prayed for you.

I don't know how old you are. You say you can't diet because of your parents. If your parents pressure you to overeat, then you are being abused if you are a child. If that is the case, then I advise you to talk to your parents and ask them to stop abusing you. And then you can go to your pastor if you go to church. God man human beings perfect, not "like this." After Adam & Eve sinned, then human beings fell into many physical and spiritual disorders. God cannot be blamed for our physical & spiritual problems. If we have a behavior problem, it is not God's fault.

What worked for me may not work for you.
I lost weight by weighing myself every day in the morning when I first got up & never stopped doing that. Then I cut back my eating to try to lose 1 pound a week. I ate only twice a day, as a rule. And I wrote down my weight every day.

But I can't rule out the possibility that being fat is a delusion you have either. Maybe you aren't fat -- I really have no idea. Some young girls get anorexia nervosa and imagine they are fat when they are starving themselves to death, and some vomit up food in this process too.

If you trust the Lord Jesus as Savior, then you must claim the promise of wisdom in James 1, if we pray for wisdom & trust Him for it then we have the wisdom.

Here is a weight chart I found on the internet, probably for adults:

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[TD] [/TD]
[TD="align: center"]Normal[/TD]
[TD="align: center"]Overweight[/TD]
[TD="align: center"]Obese[/TD]
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[TD]4' 10"[/TD]
[TD]91 to 115 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]119 to 138 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]143 to 186 lbs.[/TD]
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[TR]
[TD]4' 11"[/TD]
[TD]94 to 119 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]124 to 143 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]148 to 193 lbs.[/TD]
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[TR]
[TD]5'[/TD]
[TD]97 to 123 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]128 to 148 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]153 to 199 lbs.[/TD]
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[TR]
[TD]5' 1"[/TD]
[TD]100 to 127 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]132 to 153 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]158 to 206 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 2"[/TD]
[TD]104 to 131 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]136 to 158 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]164 to 213 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 3"[/TD]
[TD]107 to 135 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]141 to 163 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]169 to 220 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 4"[/TD]
[TD]110 to 140 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]145 to 169 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]174 to 227 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 5"[/TD]
[TD]114 to 144 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]150 to 174 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]180 to 234 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 6"[/TD]
[TD]118 to 148 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]155 to 179 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]186 to 241 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 7"[/TD]
[TD]121 to 153 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]159 to 185 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]191 to 249 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 8"[/TD]
[TD]125 to 158 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]164 to 190 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]197 to 256 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 9"[/TD]
[TD]128 to 162 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]169 to 196 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]203 to 263 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 10"[/TD]
[TD]132 to 167 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]174 to 202 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]209 to 271 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]5' 11"[/TD]
[TD]136 to 172 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]179 to 208 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]215 to 279 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]6'[/TD]
[TD]140 to 177 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]184 to 213 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]221 to 287 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]6' 1"[/TD]
[TD]144 to 182 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]189 to 219 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]227 to 295 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]6' 2"[/TD]
[TD]148 to 186 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]194 to 225 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]233 to 303 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
[TR]
[TD]6' 3"[/TD]
[TD]152 to 192 lbs.[/TD]
[TD]200 to 232 lbs.[/TD]
[/TR]
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Lord, I pray Your daughter in Christ would find her worth in You, Lord. I pray she would know it not only in her mind but also in her soul and heart and her very being. I pray she would ooze with beauty and You would open her eyes to the beauty she has right now. I pray You would lift her self-esteem and deliver her from obsessions. In Christ's Name, Amen.

"For we are labourers together with God: ye are God's husbandry, ye are God's building." 1 Cor.

Be at peace, you are a special women and if God had wanted it any other way then it would be so. You have a special place in his world look and see where you can be a part in his plan there are many as my self that loves you as you are. Please seek help for them that love you and need you like myself, yes I need you here now today in helping doing what God has called us to do and be. I pray in the name of Jesus Christ that he will send some one to you soon very soon and help with the diversions the Devil has put before you.

Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. — Luke 12:6-7