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I've written before about this before,(I'm possessed,please help)but can't find it (thats normal for someone who's as sharp as a marble).I've been possessed for 57 years,(thats the truth).I've been tortured by Satan more then anyone that I've ever heard of, in ways that are so cruel that no one would want to admit are possible,because I share the same earth at the same time as all the rest of you.I would not want to know that this is possible.The amount of torturing that I've proggresively endured since I was three years old becomes scary by the time I was in my 30's.I am a man hidden from God,as I was told by a man who was studying the manuscripts,when I met him in 2009.He said there would be three,one of them being the man that the Lord exorcised when He was here.(The demons said they were legion,and asked to be let to go into some swine and ran them off of a cliff because they could not leave until he died,so the swine served as interim corpses to leave).One person was so afraid of it being true,rather than say anything bad about the devil she blamed me for "idolitry".Its easy to blame your fellow mankind when your afraid,because we're easy,and you don't want to have to admit that God really let this abomination really happen.But to give a "diagnosis" after reading a few paragraphs would mean you are dumb enough to stake a professional reputation on that little bit,which means you could not be a professional at all,but someone who likes to judge people because their story make them uncomfortable,has a preconceived notion,and looks down on them as if they don't matter anymore.I'm sorry,but I am slow to feel enough anger to answer truthfully,but I have to defend myself,and I was being tortured when this person was in diapers,and this is no joke.This is very serious,and I can't worry about sermons that are meant to discredit me after all the hell I have been through.Just ask the Holy Spirit if I'm telling the truth,and wait and see.As for my part,I have given up hope.I am 60 years old,have had several heart attacks and am to tired in ways unnatural to a human being .I never got even the "bread crumbs off of the masters table",after all of these years of waiting and praying.I don't believe that the Lord cares if no one else see's the person being tortured by the devil.If He does,then I'm sorry for saying that,but then the proof is in the pudding,and He said "to thyne own self be true"Everyone should have something to believe in,because its hell to live day after day with nothing to be sure of and nothing to look forward to,(my dog is the one true exception) He was given to me by a friend who didn't understand my situation and dropped him off and then took off as a jesture off kindness,and has been my one stable friend,through living in tents,creekbeds and the backs of cars.He has never gone hungry,because I have always made sure that he has had dog food.I believe that mankind owes the dogs that are out there a good life,because we are like God to them,and how must they feel when their God is not nice to them.It would be as if one day God started being personal and mad at you,and just ignored you,would that make a difference in your day?Imagine trying to get God's attention and Him looking at you as if you were a problem.
