Hello brother,
Id like to encourage you to keep close to God in this time as i know you will.. i will pray the Lord leads you.. i will also share what the Lord has done ..
"i planned" to work in cardiology.. I went to school, studied hard then landed my first job working as an assistant fir three cardioligists.. A position came open to work for a new cardiologist in interventional cardiology, i was offered the job but didnt feel i was ready.. I was pushed into it and took it.. I worked that job developing my skill for six years.. that job began to break down when i was offered a job with the heart transplant team. Again i was reluctant.. The comoany i was wirkibg fir began breaking down.. I was forced once again to climb stairs on a corporate ladder..
i worked three years at that job when i began to see the mechanics breaking down in it.. I wasnt going to move and was determined to stick it out, do or die..
In that year, i went from managing one physician , to managing three physicians , two nurse practitioners, one PA as well as a slew of other duties.. I began busting at the seems .. And could no longer manage the load. i asked God for Help, no help came.. My christian mentor left.. People were becoming unoleasant in the work environment.. being who i am i dug my heels in and cried out to God.. Still? No help came. I woke up one morning , asking God to give me strength and if this wasnt His will and plan for my life , He would literally have to move me into making a change because i wasnt going to quit..
im not sure what happened between my house and walking into the office that day but it was like someone else was inside my body and i was simply observing what was occuring. The moment i stepped through the door, i pulled tue key and badge out of my pocket "something i have never done or would ever do" and watched as it was placed on my directors desk. Next, words began coming out of my mouth i would never speak. "grace has left this place".. All i remember was hearing the words
im putting in my immediate resignation.. i sat and spoke with the director and walked out..
this was in february of this year.. Something happened i can not explain.. I felt like i was on a downward spiral and had no idea what was going to happen.. I stuck very close to God in this time .. telling Him i was open to whatever His plan is.. I didnt kniw what was happening or wuat was transpiring bit i kniw i never habe been in a position where i jad to out mu complete dependency in God.. He has sustained me ever since and now moving me towards a position of an outpouring of blessings. marriage..
i dont know what Gods plan is for you, where He has you going .. I can tell you to stick closer than a brother in it with Him step by step.. my journey with Him in this time has been like getting in a car, not seeing anyone in the drivers seat and putting absolite faith and confidemce in what God says to do..
Trust Me, KNOW that i am God..
I know for certain God has an absolute plan to carry us as long as we put complete faith in His ability instead of our ability.
i can tell you He is a God who undoubtably sustains.. i am not telling you to quit your job, or even that He has asked you to do so.. I am telling you to put your confidence in Him to lead , direct, guide, and sustain you.
He is a God who is abke to exceedingly above all we can ever hope or ask for.
our overload is sometimes an indicator we think we are in charge.. God is in control and when He wants to move us? Willingly or not? He will do so..
Hand Him everything and ask Him to take charge of it, to organize it to His will and His plan..
I dont mean to be blunt .. felt lead to share this with you.
I will lift up your request to the Lord and ask He do His will in it.. i will pray for you in it as well..
God bless.
