Please pray that no matter how much i mess up or how far i walk away from his side that i still always look to him and give him the glory and honor he deserves. Believe me i would love nothing more than to help others right now but i have to help myself before i can help others. And honestly if i could go to sleep everynight fully sastified with the day because i just know i brought god glory and honor no day would be a waste to me. I do not like to read the bible i admit it, i love to read this other book i have called gods promises to everyday life and is filled with nothing but scriptures for any situation. I do not feel it is the same thing though and perhaps the guilt is why i am asking for this prayer. I do not understand why reading the bible seems like something i do not look forward to reading, i can only understand that i do not understand the bible but with every scripture in my other book it just clicks.But above all i want to bring him glory and honor everyday no matter how far i fall so prayers would be very helpful as i know the power of prayer