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I've been really waiting and trusting God to restore brokeness. This has been ongoing for about 4 months and it's just been me in my prayer closet with a few others close to me praying. I keep wanting to take the reigns from God. I keep finding words and thoughts well up in my heart and they are words of reproof, accusation, judgment, everything. And I try to pour these out before the Lord but they are just so consuming and intense. Driving home from work today I found myself falling into an imaginary conversation of what I'd like to say...and I catch myself and just scream for being such an idiot.
If you are able, please pray that I would recognize either triggers that get me thinking about the situation, or receive peace to calm the storms when I start to go all wonky in my mind. I know God is in control...but I'm just struggling with patience in the midst of it all. Most days are good...start of the week always kicks my butt... Thanks...
If you are able, please pray that I would recognize either triggers that get me thinking about the situation, or receive peace to calm the storms when I start to go all wonky in my mind. I know God is in control...but I'm just struggling with patience in the midst of it all. Most days are good...start of the week always kicks my butt... Thanks...