Recently, i have been doubting God a lot. I doubt whether He exists, whether He cares about the humans he once created, and etc.
After a moment, i started to believe that God's existence has nothing to do with me and i have promised to myself that i won't care about Him.
But deep down in my heart, i felt that this isn't right. God exists, and He is doing something. Then i came into a conclusion that i was the one who didn't care about Him, who tried to forget that He exists, who forced myself to believe that God isn't there.
Right now, i am still restoring my faith in Him, with the help from Holy Spirit. I read Christian books and i join the choir at Church. Please pray that i may have a close relationship with God. thank you
After a moment, i started to believe that God's existence has nothing to do with me and i have promised to myself that i won't care about Him.
But deep down in my heart, i felt that this isn't right. God exists, and He is doing something. Then i came into a conclusion that i was the one who didn't care about Him, who tried to forget that He exists, who forced myself to believe that God isn't there.
Right now, i am still restoring my faith in Him, with the help from Holy Spirit. I read Christian books and i join the choir at Church. Please pray that i may have a close relationship with God. thank you