I ask that you pray for my faith. It has been shaken by a lack of any type of answer that I can see by God. I have tried to find courage to move forward with my life and have met with obstacles at nearly every turn. I have suffered enough throughout my life. Some might say I deserve it.
I am so tired of living it is a shame. If there is no happiness or reason to live other than because I was born, I just cannot reconcile myself to that. I need something to turn around for me. I do not deserve what I have been burdened with and I am filled with sorrow to my marrow. My soul is heavy with grief.
Will you please pray for me?
Hi,
I feel deeply burdened and saddened when I read this!
The next time you are outside, look at nature! God says he reveals himself to us in nature! Think about the wind, you cant see it! But you can feel it and see its effects!!! Its the same with God! You can see his movements and you can feel his presence!
You say that you have not recieved any type of answer from God? You are most probably doing one of two things wrong!
You are either asking for the wrong thing....Or you are asking wrong!!
Prayer is a gift God has placed on my life!!
I encourage you!
Ask the Holy Spirit to pray for you!!! (Yes you can Romans 8:26)
Ask the Holy Spirit to guide you, to pray the right way and ask the right things.
Go on your knees in the dark, when you are alone....
Think of everything you have done wrong in your life... Give that to God
Then, think of all the good things you have done in your life!! Give that to God as well (I found this most difficult)....
And then ask Jesus to fill that void!!
Jesus promises us that he will hear our prayers in our distress!!!
And hold onto what the bible says!! "Then Jesus said, "Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28!!! Say to Jesus, I am here!!! and don't stop praying and praising the Lord until he gives you rest!!!
I pray that the Holy SPirit may guide you in this!
Also my friend pray the Lords prayer every day and really really important pray "God, may I see a little bit more of you today" !! It is a powerful prayer!!!
God Bless!
Please keep posting about break through's and struggles so that we can pray for you!!