I was on the sight off and on for over a year now. sooo much has happened, i started out where my husband had left my kids( older) (but just starting collage,) and i for another woman. i kept praying for him to get better as i thought it was a mid life crisis, i tried to forgive and he finally left for good left me devistated. with all household bills on my own, one night my daughter said mom get a life stop crying he is not coming back he must really love the other woman, so i got on line a month later i met a man who is now the love of my life, a few ups and downs at first but he finally decided i was worth all the baggage and committed to me, he had been through the same marriage problems, cheating things. i took him to meet my parents and not knowing he asked my dad for permission to marry me some day, as i was still waiting for the divorce to go through, dad was so happy he said yes of course you make her happy, dad passed away 3 weeks later.
my mom was ill from demethia and strokes, (i had been bringing her pureed food every) day,ended up in a nursing home i was working at because i had to leave my job at a school for a more dependable job to pay the bills, (God again) so now i can keep track of her eating as she wasn't. if this man had not been placed in my life i would have got depression, yes, i had alot of bad things happen to me this year, but it is so obvious God placed these things in my life to help me get through it all. and the ex was meant to be out of my life, I thank God for watching over me and all the people that listened to me on this sight through out all of this.I feel so blessed. there is even more that was put in my life to help me friends i met that had been through the same thing to guide me that ended up knowing the man i met. all so obivious that God is watching over me. I love him so much. don't ever question him he knows what he is doing.
my mom was ill from demethia and strokes, (i had been bringing her pureed food every) day,ended up in a nursing home i was working at because i had to leave my job at a school for a more dependable job to pay the bills, (God again) so now i can keep track of her eating as she wasn't. if this man had not been placed in my life i would have got depression, yes, i had alot of bad things happen to me this year, but it is so obvious God placed these things in my life to help me get through it all. and the ex was meant to be out of my life, I thank God for watching over me and all the people that listened to me on this sight through out all of this.I feel so blessed. there is even more that was put in my life to help me friends i met that had been through the same thing to guide me that ended up knowing the man i met. all so obivious that God is watching over me. I love him so much. don't ever question him he knows what he is doing.
