perhaps look into another book sis..its called every womans battle..or every young womans battle would be more specific for you..i read both the every mans battle and every young mans battle..yet i will admit, i have myself struggled..and my encouragement to you friend is to nip this in the bud as quick as you can..because my not 'nippnig it in the bud' has caused me great heartache..more than i would want to share about..i wouldn't wish this upon you or anyone. Not trying to scare you..but i also pray you can find some sisters in the faith to be accountable..yes i said sisters..i know some may accuse this as being legalistic, i dont care if they do..but you need some like minded females..even if they are a little older..who can pour into you, and will be honest with you..so prepare for someone to check up on you from time to time. Ill be praying sis..we all have our struggles, but i am proud that you are desiring to do a 180 degree turn at this young age/place in your life..im in my 30s and finally am heeding the vast warnings i was given..
be encouraged neighbor..