Still facing demons entering in left arm..

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Fubario

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Not sure if anyone here is dealing with this but it got really bad last night because i decided to stay on the left side and then i basically got unborn again (Holy Spirit left me, I felt it and knew it left and it was a disaster, happened within a couple minutes maybe? I regret that I did it because I was getting filled up on the right side but I decided to go left side) and it keeps entering whenever I make a simple mistake, for example I make an error in my thinking or whatever and it comes in, and it pollutes my heart and i hear swears and evil thoughts proceeding from the heart (the spirit lodged there) and it defiles me, now even if I am on the right i am pretty empty its depressing because i lost everything in a couple of minutes just sitting in bed and before anyone gets scripture or offers words without any experience it happened to me before and it happens to me and it is possible to lose the anointing, and all it is is that the devil keeps coming in the left side of the body and using it, I am more of a right handed person and also no I have tried rebuking it and binding it and fasting it out, it only fails (the devil spirit or demonic entity) whenever I go to the young adults or church sometimes, it leaves after a while but i mess up one way or another it comes back (personal thoughts, sin is a demon and whenever we sin or miss the mark in anyway shape or form we basically allow it to take residence, although many may not realize this). I know I am not alone on this, many if not all of you probably have this as well except you have not noticed it yet because its 'dormant' (most people here are right handed, I do not know if this is the opposite for left handed people), and for other reasons that I will keep omitted for now left anyone starts doing stuff and ends up getting here.

Either way prayers would be appreciated because I lost everything spiritually and its just disappointing what simple mistakes can cost someone. Take care
 
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kenisyes

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There is no such thing. God does not work this way. What you feel may be psychological, or there are some physical causes a doctor can rule out. But the devil is having a field day trying to get you to focus on how your body feels and stop thinking about God. I pray that you stop believing such nonsense, and that you walk by faith in what God says, that He willnever leave you or forsake you.
 
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wwjd_kilden

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Agree with him ^
 
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Fubario

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As i said before if you do not have experience then comments are not so helpful, i tell you the truth for the Holy Spirit is living water and you can feel His presence and you can feel the presence of spirits and for many Christians i am guessing they are still either infants or have not come to realize certain things about our body, i will give you a good way to understand: either mortify the flesh or go out and witness because you and others i can say are missing out on some of the fullness of the gospel
 

Elizabeth619

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As i said before if you do not have experience then comments are not so helpful, i tell you the truth for the Holy Spirit is living water and you can feel His presence and you can feel the presence of spirits and for many Christians i am guessing they are still either infants or have not come to realize certain things about our body, i will give you a good way to understand: either mortify the flesh or go out and witness because you and others i can say are missing out on some of the fullness of the gospel
It may be a good idea to listen to those "older" in Christ. They aren't infants. Their knowledge has grown. Telling people that comments aren't appreciated if you haven't experienced this isn't helpful. It sounds more like you only want to hear what you feel is acceptable. Kenisyes is correct. God does not work this way.
 
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Fubario

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The reason for this is because this is not something medical and I know at least two other people who struggle with the same thing and I know that many do not have an idea of what I am talking about which makes it somewhat harder to discuss. I appreciate your willingness to help but prayers for repentence, restoration, and revival would be appreciated, may you all find blessings and apologies if you are offended in some way shape or form.
 
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kenisyes

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for many Christians i am guessing they are still either infants or have not come to realize certain things about our body
This part of the quote is absolute proof that this experience is satanic. You are using the experience to claim, at age 18, having been saved 19 months, that you are more knowledgeable than the entire rest of Christianity put together. Only Satan creates appeals such as this to pride. I can state categorically, that such experiences are unknown in the 2000 year history of Christian spiritual experience. They are unrelated, either in character, or fruit, even to demonic obsession with poltergeist activity, stigmata, levitation, astral travel, visions of Mary, cutting yourself in prophetic trances, and sex with incubi and succubi, all of which are dangerous, but at least have been witnessed to in past ages.

This is NOT, I repeat, NOT a part of the gospel. It is dangerous. You need to stop believing that God is causing these things, and instead, focus in faith, on the truth that you have not lost the Holy Spirit.
 
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kenisyes

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The reason for this is because this is not something medical and I know at least two other people who struggle with the same thing and I know that many do not have an idea of what I am talking about which makes it somewhat harder to discuss. I appreciate your willingness to help but prayers for repentence, restoration, and revival would be appreciated, may you all find blessings and apologies if you are offended in some way shape or form.
I do not believe it is medical, but psychological. I am no expert, but it soudns like it is the beginning of a type of OCD.

To what extent did your two other people learn to interpret the experience from you?
 
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Share55

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Fubario:
What you are experiencing is demons seeking to trick you.
The Bible says that once we choose Christ He will never leave you nor forsake you. It is us who wander away, get weak, go silent but even then He is ever faithful with us through whatever we experience or choose.
It may be a long wordy post but I have a few examples I will try to keep short.
My sons are crab fishermen by trade and one year I had this very heavy feeling of great sadness and on the verge of crying. I phoned all my siblings and my sons and my parents and told them to start praying because this feeling wouldn't leave me, it was continuous. I would feel fine for a while but it would always come back. My sons kept in constant contact with me when they were leaving for fishing and when they returned with their expected due date back.
About a month and a half later I was wakened by someone pounding on our door so I went to answer. It was one of the neighbours who had a call from my oldest son for me to get a hold of him. He was fine but there had been a casualty. So I went to the store to call him and his crew mate had been pulled out to sea while they were setting traps. The skipper did a complete circle to pick him up but the heavy tides on the ocean pulled him out of reach. They made a few tries to get close enough to reach him but always missed. The boss told my son they would just have to give up because he just couldn't get him. My son couldn't stand the thought of leaving him lost at sea because he thought of the crew mates family so I slipped out of his gear and jumped overboard. He managed to get to him but the heavy seas had really tired him out so that by the time he got the remains back to the boat he was too tired to get his mate and himself back on board and the skipper was too small to be of any help. He said he was praying and fighting, told the skipper he was going to tie his mate with the rope and he should pull him up using the gears. He had given up the fight when out of nowhere a rogue rolling wave came and just about deposited the two of them on deck. God's hand at work.

Some years back there were a lot of suicides mainly by very young youths from about 10 years old and up although a few adults also.
After about a dozen or so out of our 1000+ population the people started demanding to know why and the youths whose names were on the list said they were told to because death is death and there is no ever after. It was a good experience.
You could feel the evil in the air. People who had never experienced spirits were calling the minister trying to find out what was going on.
Then one evening I was sitting alone in the store I owned at the time and I heard the door open. I was busy doing something but then I heard the loud footsteps and they sounded like my oldest son who was currently not in the village. He always wore leather boots when he wasn't out fishing so they were loud. I heard the footsteps walk past the counter and into the back storage room so I went to see if he had come home without my knowing and wondered why he didn't say anything. I got to the back and there was no one around. I searched the whole store but sure enough I was still alone so I started praying for my son and anyone in need because it was my first experience of this type. Eventually my sons returned back to the community and they worked at the store to make extra money during the off season. One night I was at the store with my son doing paperwork in the back office and my son was looking after the store. It was quiet as it was late in the evening. I could hear the door open and then I heard his footsteps again. I waited to see what my son would do and heard the footsteps take the same path back to the storage room. My son got up and followed through so I got up and went to see him. He came back and just said hmph! I asked him if he heard the footsteps which he replied yes. I asked him if he recognized the footsteps and he said it sounded like himself.
One night I was quiet busy at the store and this young lady who was my sons cousin came in. She looked at me and looked at all the customers walked down an aisle the just waved at me and left. I felt bad because I had the feeling she wanted to talk to me but it was a really busy night and I had no one to spell me at the time.
Later when everything quietened down I was sitting at the other computer when I heard the same routine of door and footsteps but when the footsteps reached about 1/2 way past the counter they changed to a padded soft footsteps of like a small person. I was worried because now it wasn't my son but someone else and didn't know who to pray for (but God knows) so I just prayed for whomever it was.
A couple of days later we received the news that my sons cousin had hung herself. It was very sad times back home and much suffering before it finally came to an end which took the lives of so many including one of my younger brothers. :'(

Not many years later my husband took to not feeling well. We were the type that once in a blue moon we might catch a cold but that was as much as we knew about sickness.
Eventually his symptoms got so bad that a nurse told us to go to where there is a hospital because it sounded like some type of cancer which it was. It was terminal. We moved to our other home in a community with a hospital and one of his symptoms was like schizophrenia. I had to stay with him full time because he became afraid of the noise and outdoors. He started to tell me out the spirits who were visiting. Most were men but they were all suffering from great diseases and were terminal like him. But there were other spirits from down below his bed and they kept calling him. If he put his hand over the side of the bed they would try grabbing at him to pull him down.
One morning he came to my room and said Hun I think you better come see this. I turned over and could see the flames reflecting off the hallway wall. I jumped up and put the flames out that he had started on his bed. He had set all the corners on fire.
After I cleaned up all the mess and fixed his bed we sat down. He apologized for starting the fire and told me he started it because the demons were coming out of all four corners of his bed trying to take him down with them. I felt so hopelessly helpless so I told him that I didn't know how much he remembered or what he understands but at one time he believed in God and he should pray for God's protection and to take the demons away from him. It seemed to work although the other spirits of the terminal people were still there.
He told me that one of them was in so much bodily pain that he would share his body with him so he could get some rest. I told him to be careful of who he lets but he felt so bad for the man. Then one day he told me that the man had died as his spirit had come and told him he was leaving.
A few years after my husband passed I had been through such great depression and went to God with my life. It was quite a ride. Demons were after me full strength at one point. I would go to bed at night only to be wakened by a voice I thought was God or an angel telling me to get up and out of the room as there was a great warfare going on and I could be hurt. I would crawl back into bed by around 7 or 8 as it was winter time so that was when it started getting light again. I was exhausted as I wasn't sleeping very well and then one night when this happened as I usually spent my time reading the Bible or talking with God it came to me, I am trusting and believing in God but I am letting demons ruin my peace. I told God how sorry I was for not trusting and putting my faith in him and went back to bed. Sure enough the voices started again and I said God will you please take care of this and went to blissful sleep which was the first time I had a good sleep in a long time.
Occasionally the voices would try again but I would always call on God to deal with them and they haven't been back in a long time now.
Learn to trust that whatever you go through to pray and don't dwell on sinfulness. Sin is wilfully doing what you know is wrong. This is the reason that the OT was replaced by God with the NT because of mankinds hard heartedness. Remember when Elisha was facing a great army with only a young man with him and he told the young man not to fear because the army with them was greater than the army coming against them and then he prayed that God open the young mans eyes so he may see?
Don't be so hard on yourself as there is enough of mankind to go around to stand in judgment of you and God loves you which is why He gave His only begotten son.

There was another example but so much on my mind it totally slipped my brain. My mother will be buried tomorrow and my heart is heavy for missing her already. She would have been 93 in September so she lived a long life and fulfilled her calling. <3
 
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Fubario

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They were experiencing this too, for a long time I thought I was the only one who had this happening but I went to CC on night and I was conversing with this sister and brother and I learned I am not the only one with this. They also describe lots of spiritual warfare hearing voices etc.. ever since then the Lord has led me to repentence and to accept lots of gospel truths yet this still persists ONLY on the left side and every time it grieves the Spirit, quenches the Spirit, and I keep seeing either myself before I was saved there on the left side raging.

Just figured out it completely its because of something I did in the past and I left it unresolved basically self condemned before I knew better and the rage and anger has stayed there and fermented into hate and evil and it has left a couple times but it comes back continuously (at this point its just emotional baggage in the inner man and its stuck there). I need to accept mercy and forgiveness and I am not sure how to go about it at this point because its the inner man, so if anyone can pray for me to be led to repentence and accepting forgiveness that would be greatly appreciated thank you.
 
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Share55

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Fubario
God says 'get over it'. Who is your God? Is he not the Lord God Almighty. Would your loving God allow you to suffer so much? We are fallible mankind full of error and wrong. When we walk in the flesh we do evil continuously for the flesh wars against the spirit.
It is time you start telling Satan who your God is. When you speak God's name remember who He is and trust that He will.
We give lip service but our actions speak louder than word. When Satan comes against me I say, "God will you take care of this please' and then go about whatever it was I was doing and pay no mind. At one time Satan would say, God can't hear you and I would say God! and the voices stopped. Now I hear no more from demons for he lost his battle at the cross where Jesus spilt his blood for ALL mankind.
 
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Fubario

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Thanks to everyone who prayed for me i feel a lot better and thank you for being patient with me i still struggle but its gotten a lot better
 

pickles

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Praying for you in Jesus Christ is Lord come in the flesh for all His victory, protection and truth for you.

God bless
pickles
 
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wwjd_kilden

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Nowhere in the bible does scripture suggest demons can possess those who accepted Christ, nor does it ever mention the holy spirit leaving a person. I suggest you go talk to a doctor if you experience strange feelings in your body (Luke was one :) )
 

T_Laurich

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Once you accept Christ and hold him as your savior, the devil can not take that away from you. According to your post, you love God and want this to stop... What is holding you back is your own belief that the Devil is beating out the Holy Spirit... Thus thinking the Devil is stronger then our All Mighty God....The Devil's sword has been tested for many years... He knows how to wield it like no human ever could... We are powerless against him... However, when you become a Christian you are no longer by yourself, You have God on your side... God was SO powerful that he cast satan into his own little place of torment... Always remember... God is stronger then Satan ... I know it does not seem like that but... It is true...
 
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AgapeSpiritEyes

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Thank you Lord Jesus for Fubario visit him and help him forgive and receive forgiveness and release the emotions of his sin that has kept this door open help and shut this door for You O Lord open door that no man can open and you close doors that no one or thing or spirit can open.
 
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I have no idea why anyone would doubt that the devil causes physical harm. Haven't you guys read Job? I assure you that if that man was Godly and was allowed to suffer, then there is an actual place you can come to where where the Lord removes His protection.

I didn't say He left. I didn't say He doesn't care. I didn't say He won't come back.
I said He let's the devil have at you.
I know, not so comfortable thinking that the armor we're given isn't full proof, is it?

Slam your faith up against that rock.


Father God, I ask that you would remove the spiritual infirmities that have caused us sickness. I pray that you would strengthen us. I ask that you would release us from this burden, but that you would in all cases allow us to suffer according to Your will. I ask for a sound heart and sound mind for Fubario and that you would continue to bring us closer to repentance father God. Thank you for helping us into repentance this far. Please restore our lives and let our lives be used to bring Glory to You Lord Jesus.

Amen.
 

freed4ever

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There is nothing anymore that can rightfuly take you away from God by any means once you are born again, you can be lied to which you should know by now that is all he can do with out you giving him any of your power, greater in you then he of this world. believe in God and what has been done through Christ and fight against this crap that is trying to take away what is not his to take nor can he ever again, In the name of JESUS CHRIST OR LORD AND OR KING this stops today period.
 
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Fubario

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Figured out what it is.. Sort of
Turns out my left side is "backwards" in a sense its like the old man is alive and well in the left side, which is strange but i keep seeing my old self there, perhaps its the flesh or something. maybe its because of what i have done in the past and i ended up here, i hear swears and evil curse words coming out of my left shoulder, i would say that i have no clue what is going at all and i am now sure i can repent of it except i do not know how so prayers would be appreciated on learning to fight myself and understanding this and what to do about it.
 
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Fubario, hey sounds like your fighting the good fight! It sounds like you have some damage to your psyche, 'left side being backwards, hearing voices, seeing spirits'. Do you have a place in the church where you go, or can go, to have some people who are close to you lay hands on you and pray for you? Most of these people have shared with you good advise, and the scriptures are only good if you get it into your inner man. If your physical body is damaged it must be addressed; the same if your psyche is damaged, it also must be addressed. This is really hard for most people to deal with, that's why you should go see a Doctor along with prayer, and the such from the church. It's just hard sometimes being 18 yrs old, i hope you have a place where you are, for support; if not seek out some Godly counsel there close to you. I dare not say anymore, but i'm sure you will be prayed for from people in this site.