Suicide is exactly the wrong "solution" to what is a temporary problem. You need to get a program and work your program. What is a program? Guidelines for daily living. Are you exercising, eating right, getting enough sleep, not doing drugs and alcohol, not drinking aspartame (depresses serotonin), not fornicating? Are you attending a good self-help group like Celebrate Recovery and/or a 12 step program? Are there serious problems in your life you need to share with someone? Put together a healthy life program and follow it. If you still need medication and/or professional counseling afterwards, seek it out. The end of the tunnel is already there. You just have to walk toward the light.