Therapists

I don't do youth group :/

My youth group experiences were some of the worst moments of my early teen years. It was miserable. For a few reasons...that could take an hour to really talk about but it all went back to me. I had a huge chip on my shoulder and an inability to trust anyone because I didn't want to give anyone else the chance to hurt me again. And I only hurt myself. I was my own worst enemy. I made myself unlikable to make sure no one bothered getting close enough to hurt me.

I'm not saying you dive into youth group, dumb yourself down and hang out at the mall 24/7 like the majority of 14 year old girls....and I'm not saying you have to seek counseling. But I think you should consider letting down some barriers and giving people the chance to get to know you. You're an awesome person and you deserve to enjoy life. And enjoying yourself and enjoying people doesn't make you immature.

Also I went frogging a few weeks ago with friend (whose in his 50s lol) and it made me think of you xD

This likely is the path out of your depression.

I try, sometimes.

Here's the thing. And I may be wrong. Shocking...right?
I don't think you can force it. I think God has to bring you to a point where you don't care what it takes you want the change. And He'll give you the resources and wisdom to do what needs done for you.

My youth group experiences were some of the worst moments of my early teen years. It was miserable. For a few reasons...that could take an hour to really talk about but it all went back to me. I had a huge chip on my shoulder and an inability to trust anyone because I didn't want to give anyone else the chance to hurt me again. And I only hurt myself. I was my own worst enemy. I made myself unlikable to make sure no one bothered getting close enough to hurt me.

I'm not saying you dive into youth group, dumb yourself down and hang out at the mall 24/7 like the majority of 14 year old girls....and I'm not saying you have to seek counseling. But I think you should consider letting down some barriers and giving people the chance to get to know you. You're an awesome person and you deserve to enjoy life. And enjoying yourself and enjoying people doesn't make you immature.

Also I went frogging a few weeks ago with friend (whose in his 50s lol) and it made me think of you xD

The frogs...... or the age? LOL

The frogs...... or the age? LOL

I hope 50 year olds don't make people think about me yet lol
I've got a little till I'm there....

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The frogs...... or the age? LOL

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Not as much time as you might think. Time has a way of slipping and accelerating for frogs as well as oysters

I'd like to have someone I can talk to in person. I'm weird like that but I feel like people care a lot more when we are in the same room lol

I Think I found a therapist

I was also told that my mom is thought to be narcissistic, so due to that and just feelings like I'm either being treated unfair, or I'm not good enough lead me to have situational irony.
I was also told that my social anxiety is because of how crazy all my parent figures have been so it just leaves me not knowing what other people will do or how they will react towards me so I start thinking way too much and freak myself out.
And that when something is wrong with the kid it is usually result of something of the parent.


Anyway; basically what they said was that they never had success with a narcissistic person; they never listen because they don't know they are doing anything wrong therefore can't admit to it; so the only way to help me would be to help me cope, but that usually happens when people move out.

Wow, that is rough. I honestly can't imagine how it is to live under those circumstances but I'm glad you sort of found answers to your problems. Best thing to do is keep praying since like you said, there is not much you can do now on your own.

I Think I found a therapist

I was also told that my mom is thought to be narcissistic, so due to that and just feelings like I'm either being treated unfair, or I'm not good enough lead me to have situational irony.
I was also told that my social anxiety is because of how crazy all my parent figures have been so it just leaves me not knowing what other people will do or how they will react towards me so I start thinking way too much and freak myself out.
And that when something is wrong with the kid it is usually result of something of the parent.


Anyway; basically what they said was that they never had success with a narcissistic person; they never listen because they don't know they are doing anything wrong therefore can't admit to it; so the only way to help me would be to help me cope, but that usually happens when people move out.