What to do with the emotion of it all

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Jordache

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I am starting life over. For the past two years I've even learning who I am, what I'm worth, and whey I should put up with. I am learning to be broken, to admit, and to experience emotion. Picture this: a toddler so abused that she lives in her own world. She's happy in her fantasy, but avoids reality. You can play along side her, but you cannot engage her since to engage her is too much of a link to reality. This child is me. I am different as an adult, obviously, but this child is still in me. She's afraid to feel because she has to admit pain. She's afraid to feel because it's easier to pretend. Please pray as Im trying to coax this little girl into Jesus' arms though she will have nothing to do with him.
 
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pickles

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Praying in Jesus for you Jordache and for the little girl inside.

Huge hugs and God bless
pickles
 
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wwjd_kilden

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Praying .
 
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psychomom

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Aw, honey! :(
Your beautifully worded emotional word picture touched my heart and brought tears to my eyes. :(

If I (sinful me!) want to take that little girl in my arms and whipser to her that no one will ever be allowed to hurt her that way, and cradle and rock her and keep her safe and protect and love her...how much must your Father in heaven feel so!! ♥

I pray you will seek and find Him, and allow Him to do all that and more for you. Jesus told us to take His yoke upon us, for His yoke is easy and His burden is light. I ask your Father, your Abba, to do the work and take that child (you, child) onto His lap where she will be protected and adored.
I ask the Lord to help you r-e-s-t, and submit to His love. I ask that you may be completely healed. In Jesus all mighty name.

with love,
~ellie
 
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shekaniah

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Jordache you can skip this world...by accepting that you are a citizen of heaven.
Think of this place as only a short stop on your way to go to be with Jesus.

2 Cor 4:18
So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

I pray that you will claim this FREEDOM for your life!

2 Cor 5:17
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come:The old has gone, the new is here!

Father make yourself more real to Jordache today... than she has ever felt You before.
In the Love of Jesus, Shekaniah :)
 
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woodl

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Jordache,that little girl inside is more than gold and silver, you are the outter crust. You see the world as it really is and you're holding that little girl deep in your heart. Go to the word of God, read it daily. Find that personal relationship with Christ, then you and that little girl will become one and you will see the New World as it really is.
Omighty God I lift up to you Jordache, touch her LORD in a mighty way. Let her feel the love and pertection that you hold for her. Give her the wisdom she needs to turn to the cross, in the name of our LORD Jesus Christ.
 
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jkalyna

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Jordache said:
I am starting life over. For the past two years I've even learning who I am, what I'm worth, and whey I should put up with. I am learning to be broken, to admit, and to experience emotion. Picture this: a toddler so abused that she lives in her own world. She's happy in her fantasy, but avoids reality. You can play along side her, but you cannot engage her since to engage her is too much of a link to reality. This child is me. I am different as an adult, obviously, but this child is still in me. She's afraid to feel because she has to admit pain. She's afraid to feel because it's easier to pretend. Please pray as Im trying to coax this little girl into Jesus' arms though she will have nothing to do with him.
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THE GREATEST CHALLENGE IS FEAR OF REJECTION. PRAYER IS THE BEST MEDICINE. :)
 
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shirley

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DEAREST J THAT LITTLE GIRL IS ME TOO ITS SO IRONIC HOW I FEEL LIKE YOU WAS NEVER ABLE TO WORD IT LIKE YOU ; IVE BEEN HURT TOO I CONSTANTLY DRIFT FROM GOD TRYING TO FIND MYSELF SIS MAYBE WE CAN TRY N HELP EACH OTHER BUT I CANT BELIEVE IT THAT FEELING YOUR TALKING ABOUT IS ME TOO LOVE YOU SIS I WILL KEEP YOU IN PRAYER ITS NOT ALL ABOUT ME EITHER SO IM PRAYING FOR YOU OK HOPE TO BE A FRIEND TOU GBU
 
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simplyme_bekah

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He already has rocked that little girl to sleep and caressed her face in love when she was fast asleep unaware as he lovingly gazes down upon your face. You have Jesus. He is your healer. Believe it. You only think that you are lost. But in reality you have been found my sister in Christ. You are now on the road to recovery where you will find meaning in the smallest details of your life and your in your soul because our God our Jesus he teaches you. He picks you up and he puts you back together again. Do you know how I know? Because I was once that girl that you just explained above. And he picked me up and he became my everything. You see one morning I woke up with the trails of the purest love lingering as if I woke up from visiting heaven. I swear on all that I am that is exactly what happened. I felt a love that just isn't humanly possible to explain. But I feel that love with every beat of my heart, His love. I know that no matter how hard life gets or how far down life bends me that I am not alone. That my Father carries me often. I feel him carry me. Sometimes I swear I feel the hand of our Heavenly Father protectively covering my mind and hiding me behind his wings. *laughs quietly to self* he will not allow you to feel alone when you are his. He is always present. You have to try and picture yourself as a tuning fork tuning yourself into his thoughts. When you surrender to him is when you really feel him just pick up your life. Have Faith little sister, our God is with you and for you and he Loves you far more then you could ever imagine. This I feel the truth of it dancing through my soul.
 
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simplyme_bekah

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crap..sorry about the typos lol but you get the jest of it haha
 
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sound7

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Psalm 34:11 Come, ye children, hearken unto me: I will teach you the fear of the LORD.

Psalm 143:10 Teach me to do thy will; for thou [art] my God: thy spirit [is] good; lead me into the land of uprightness.

Psalm 119:135 Make thy face to shine upon thy servant; and teach me thy statutes.

God bless you in your seeking I pray that you will find Him you is able.... so faithful.. so gracious...so longing for you alone with no one else.. so jealousy for all of you..you and no one else...so jealousy of you.. he want to be the first and the last and no one else...so jealousy of you that His blood continue to bleed for you, alone with no one else, just you and Him alone, so jealousy of you..He is still the same yesterday, today and forever, your begining and the end. So jealousy of you, did you tell Him everything first, before you told the world? So jealousy of you, it doesn't matter, HE IS STILL FAITHFUL.
 
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