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I OWN MY OWN BUSINESS AND 10 YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS JUST STARTING OUT IN A NEW STATE, I WANTED TO BUY A PIECE OF PROPERTY TO NOT ONLY LIVE ON BUT TO LOCATE MY BUSINESS. I ENDED UP BUYING A HOME I COULD NOT POSSIBLY RUN MY BUSINESS FROM TO SATISFY MY WIFE'S DESIRE REGARDING LOCATION AND AMENITIES. MY BUSINESS DID WELL BUT I WAS SUPPORTING A HOME AND MORTGAGE AS WELL AS PAYING RENT FOR BY BUSINESS LOCATION. MY BUSINESS HAS VERY LITTLE NEED FOR A PLACE CUSTOMERS TO COME AND IN FACT IN 10 YEARS I HAVE NEVER HAD A FACE TO FACE WITH ANY CUSTOMER, JUST TRUCK DRIVER THE DELIVER AND PICKUP FROM ME.
LAST YEAR I HAD A FORMER PARTNER THAT STOLE CUSTOMER PROPERTY AND MADE FALSE CLAIMS AGAINST ME. THIS CAUSED ME TO LOSE MY BIGGEST CUSTOMER AN ADDITION TO HAVING TO PAY THOUSANDS OUT OF POCKET TO REPLACE THE STOLEN PROPERTY.
AS A RESULT IT CAUSED AN EXTENDED PERIOD IN WHICH MY BUSINESS AND MY INCOME SUFFERED. i HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO PAY MY MORTGAGE FOR THE PAST 16 MONTHS BUT THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER. BUT I AM NOT YET ABLE TO PAY MY MORTGAGE BUT HAVE SINCE CAUGHT UP ON EVERYTHING ELSE. WHEN I FIRST MISSED MY MORTGAGE PAYMENTS I BECAME VERY DEPRESSED AND LOST INTEREST IN EVERYTHING. I HAVE SINCE COME TO TERMS THAT I MAY LOSE MY HOME.
I FIND MYSELF WONDERING IF GOD WANTS ME TO LOSE THIS HOME BECAUSE HE HAS BETTER PLANS FOR ME. IS IT HIM TELLING ME TO LET THE HOME GO AND GO BACK TO THE ORIGINAL PLAN OF ONE PROPERTY FOR HOME AND BUSINESS. IS IT GOD TELLING ME THIS OR MY OWN EGO
LAST YEAR I HAD A FORMER PARTNER THAT STOLE CUSTOMER PROPERTY AND MADE FALSE CLAIMS AGAINST ME. THIS CAUSED ME TO LOSE MY BIGGEST CUSTOMER AN ADDITION TO HAVING TO PAY THOUSANDS OUT OF POCKET TO REPLACE THE STOLEN PROPERTY.
AS A RESULT IT CAUSED AN EXTENDED PERIOD IN WHICH MY BUSINESS AND MY INCOME SUFFERED. i HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO PAY MY MORTGAGE FOR THE PAST 16 MONTHS BUT THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER. BUT I AM NOT YET ABLE TO PAY MY MORTGAGE BUT HAVE SINCE CAUGHT UP ON EVERYTHING ELSE. WHEN I FIRST MISSED MY MORTGAGE PAYMENTS I BECAME VERY DEPRESSED AND LOST INTEREST IN EVERYTHING. I HAVE SINCE COME TO TERMS THAT I MAY LOSE MY HOME.
I FIND MYSELF WONDERING IF GOD WANTS ME TO LOSE THIS HOME BECAUSE HE HAS BETTER PLANS FOR ME. IS IT HIM TELLING ME TO LET THE HOME GO AND GO BACK TO THE ORIGINAL PLAN OF ONE PROPERTY FOR HOME AND BUSINESS. IS IT GOD TELLING ME THIS OR MY OWN EGO